I Dont Want to Live with this Burden any Longer
September 29, 2008 7:50pm
Hello DS Friends, Please help me. I just dont want to live like this anymore. I am just miserable and still blaming …
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JolaJames 
11:09pm, January 18, 2009
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I dont want to go through this anymore, what is the use?
September 26, 2008 1:47pm
Hi Group! I am nearly in tears AGAIN. The nightmares just wont stop! They are always the same, him wanting to come home. It has been 7 months of hell …
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Still Alive, I think
September 3, 2008 10:03am
Hello Group. Well, I have sorta hibernated for the last few months. Have worked my ass completely off, which is the only thing that seems …
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For sure getting BETTER!!!
June 2, 2008 8:39am
Hey Group! I have FOR SURE had a major breakthough!!!! Here is what happened:
The very last time I contacted Jesse was through a text message when I …
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Getting Better Every Day
May 20, 2008 10:36pm
I can tell that I am getting better. It is little bitty pieces every day. Baby Steps. I have noticed that he doesnt consume my mind 24/7 …
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The loss of a loved one, especially a spouse is very difficult. You must go through the grieveing process. It's not easy but gets better every day. You will survive this and love again.
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Sometimes things are taken away from us to make room for something (or someone) better. I know its hard to see pass the heart ache and pain, but you will get through this and over him. If he can not see the beauty in you, it will be his lost. The only thing to cure a heart ache is time. Time to get over it and understand that whoever you in up with should consider himself lucky. You have alot of love to give, so don't give up on love.
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Hey Jola! Happy New Year! I have beeen working long hours, I hope that you are ok. The holiday's are over now and it is good to know that u don't hate yourself anymore. That is a huge step. It's been like 6 years already since we broke up and it still feels weird. There is no quick fix
Little Love
yes, i am just realizing that time heals the pain, and being here at DS has really made me realize that a lot of you have had worse things happen to you.....my prayers and love are with all of you....
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Close Breakups & Divorce
Left by my husband that I thought was the perfect man. He just got up Saturday morning and packed in front of me and left me. I am devistated and in shock. I have offered everything to make him come home to me. I dont know what I have done. He says he dont love me or want me anymore and I dont know why. I have been a hard working and good wife to him. He is my whole world. He was the best thing that ever happened to me and he wont even try to come back to me. I dont understand and feel worthles
Treatments
- Family Therapy Considering
- Forgiveness Not Working
- I have asked for forgiveness for whatever it is that I have done.
- Leave Not Working
- He left and wont come back.
- Love Not Working
- He says he is not in love with me anymore, when prior to last Saturday, he seemed totally wrapped up in me.
- Music Not Working
- It makes me cry.
- Pets Somewhat Helpful
- Actually, my animal family have helped more than I realized at first. Their love is unconditional and they make me feel needed and wanted by them. When I cry they try to comfort me.
- Psychotherapy Considering
- Reading Not Working
- I cant focus. My mind is a blur.
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- Without my family and friends and friends here on DS, I truly believe I would have already killed myself.
- Talking Not Working
- I just keep going over and over the same thing. I dont understand and I feel like I am in a coma and will wake up and have dreamed all this.
- Time Too Soon to Tell
- At least I dont cry everyday anymore. I think time is the only thing that finally does end this suffering. I wish I could move a year into the future, maybe then the suffering will be over.
- Ativan Somewhat Helpful
- Actually, this stuff does take the edge off when I am having or close to having a meltdown.
