Journal Entry for March 9, 2009
I've fallen back?
I'm trying so hard.
But I just can't take it sometimes, I just can't.
"When I think …
Yes, I have pain and struggles and more, but the source of my strength and the only way I get through each day and each moment is God. His word says"'My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.' Therefore I will boast all the more gladly in my weakness, for when I am weak, HE IS STRONG." He is closer that my next breathe and the one who is there every step, I cling to the cross.
Yes, I have pain and struggles and more, but the source of my strength and the only way I get through each day and each moment is God. His word says"'My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.' Therefore I will boast all the more gladly in my weakness, for when I am weak, HE IS STRONG." He is closer that my next breathe and the one who is there every step, I cling to the cross.
I've fallen back?
I'm trying so hard.
But I just can't take it sometimes, I just can't.
"When I think …
You know what. I'M FREE!!! Thats ONLY because of Christ! I'm rising up to be the Women of God that Christ called me to be! Thats right devil, …
I hold fast. I hold tight. I cling.
When all I know is darkness. When my world is pain. I hold tight to what I know is true. I hold fast to God. When …
Today is the One month mark for me!! One month without cutting!! Its been a LOOONNG month, and this road to healing and recovery is not over yet. But …
O my sweet child,
In whom I am well pleased, in whom I take pride and joy in. I know you by name. For I created you perfectly in the image and …
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I've been struggling with cutting for over a year and half, I've been trying to quit after the first week I started...I've seen pain, through my family. My dad just not being there for me and being a hard man to takes stress out on me, my teenage sister getting pregnant, and more and leaving me not being able to handle my emotions. As my cousin was almost killed in Afghanistan in the army, finding out my sister was pregnant, and having to deal with sexual abuse, I turned to cutting.
I've been diagnosed with depression from my pyscologist, but I believe that there is healing and refused to take medication.
I have also been diagnosed with anxiety from my phsycologist. I suffer from panic attacks and other things as well.
I've had ocd since i was a kid, and was first diagnosed by a school counsellor in like elementry school. I have minor and major ocd...?
I suffer from anxiety, therfore in when i'm under severe anxiety I have panic attacks...