JUST RANDOM THOUGHTS
October 23, 2009 2:34am
So its 2:14am and my body decided to wake me up. Ofcourse i would sleep all day the entire week and then gain insomnia the day i have classes. …
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AmyG47 
1:01am Yesterday
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About Me
AmyG47
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About Me
I'm kind of out of the ordinary, I guess I'm pretty much a sweet heart, unless you get to know my competitive, obsessive side. I'm a little bit random. I'm working on gaining my self-esteem and self-trust back for myself. I hate negativity with a passion. I have some hidden talents a few people know about. I don't like to brag. Im sort of obsessively independent, I don't understand it. I love art, film, and photography, I'm not big on people, because more than half of them don't understand how life works. I try to look out for everyone.
I'm kind of out of the ordinary, I guess I'm pretty much a sweet heart, unless you get to know my competitive, obsessive side. I'm a little bit random. I'm working on gaining my self-esteem and self-trust back for myself. I hate negativity with a passion. I have some hidden talents a few people know about. I don't like to brag. Im sort of obsessively independent, I don't understand it. I love art, film, and photography, I'm not big on people, because more than half of them don't understand how life
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Interests
all forms of ART, Photography, Painting, Dance. I use to be very passionate about dance until 2 years ago when i toar my back muscle and hamstring. Learning, nature, animals, photography.
all forms of ART, Photography, Painting, Dance. I use to be very passionate about dance until 2 years
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Recent Activity
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Yesterday
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AmyG47 updated their status 1:01am
people are so flipping annoying.…
Friday
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AmyG47 updated their status 10:12pm
" Mama took my eyebrows. She took my eyebrows, and now I'm a Burke. "…
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AmyG47 and warrior413 are now friends 1:24am
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AmyG47 updated their status 12:36am
I try to keep awake, I try to swim beneath, I try to keep awake But I, I...…
Thursday
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AmyG47 and stacydianna are now friends 5:06pm
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Harbor Oaks Hospital
May 26, 2009 9:49pm
I'll be gone for a while. admitting myself to the hospital... with help from a good friend. ill be back soon. DS is the only place I have left …
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Another day...
January 15, 2009 9:08pm
I haven't written in a long while. I just wanted to say that I am doing well. A little stressed and tired.... but I am well. More updates in a …
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Amy,
I agree with you %110. A lot of people are flipping annoying!!! That's why I like my cats more than most people I know and love than more than only a few that I know!!! Anyway, I've battled depression, OCD, anxiety and suicidal ideation and beat em all about nine months ago. If you ever need or want another friend to talk to I'm around quite often. Take care and God Bless you always.
Hugs,
Chris
Hug
Hey how are you? love your about me.....
Funny Face
heeey thnks for the hug hope u have an awesome day too
Hug
awww...thanks so much! Im really happy with the result at work haha
Kiss
I just want to say i lov u n will like 2 create some highly freindship with u
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Self-Injury
I have been hurting myself since I was about 10 years old. bruising my self, cutting and burning. everything under the sun. I'm getting better. I haven't SI in 3 years.
Treatments
- Tattoos Working / Worked
- everytime i get a tatoo (not that my body is covered in them) It just makes me feel better. Like its a way for me to SI with out me being the one doing it? hard to explain.
Close Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
When I was younger till i was about 14, my father use to do weird cruel experiments with my brother, sister and I. There were numorous times when I thought i would die. I grew up in a very military like household.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- I love my therapist been seeing her since I was about 14.
Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
Iv had OCD Since I was about 7. I can live with it most of the time.
Treatments
- Celexa Somewhat Helpful
- Feel less paranoid but still compulsive
- Geodon Somewhat Helpful
- For some reason i didnt like taking this.
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
- eh. been on it forever
- Prozac Somewhat Helpful
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
My father abused my older brother, younger sister and I since Before i can remember. He stopped when i was in about 7th grade . Everything seems normal now but everything wrong with me I blame on him. I lost my whole childhood. I'm scared I will be just like him though I tell myself I wont
Treatments
- Abuse Counseling Working / Worked
- Art Working / Worked
- Forgiveness Working / Worked
- My dad has become my best friend now, and he is the most gentle and caring guy i know.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
Open Trichotillomania (Hair Pulling)
Type: Compulsive Skin PickingI pick at my skin ALL the time and I don't even notice. I have scabs up and down my arms. people think its acne but its not. I guess i have an addiction to picking scabs or something. i just do it.
Open Lupus
My mom has a very severe case of lupus. She was just diagnosed after 3 years of painful and expensive testings.
Open HPV
I have HPV but the kind where its just a word there arent any physical symtoms its just a diagnosis. I had no idea. Doesnt affect me.
Treatments
- Colposcopy Somewhat Helpful
- Went with my mom to get it done... very weird to see your insides. I saw white speckles.
Open ADHD / ADD
I have it. I have a hard time learning and reading and taking things in but those are two of my favorite things to do.
Treatments
- Adderall Somewhat Helpful
- It has really changed my life for teh better
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
- I take this too, but i always thought it was for my depression...
Open Depression
Treatments
- Celexa Working / Worked
- took it for 5 years my body eventually got use to it
- Geodon Too Soon to Tell
- took it... dont take it anymore
- Paxil Working / Worked
- didnt like it
- Prozac Working / Worked
- taking it now... i guess its helped
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- been seeing my therapist since i was about 14 shes like my best friend love her
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- took it to sleep
- Trazodone Working / Worked
- also took to sleep gave me huge headachs in the morning
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
- helped with my sex drive. been taking it on and off
- Zoloft Working / Worked
- took for my ocd but didnt like it
