JUST RANDOM THOUGHTS
October 23, 2009 2:34am
So its 2:14am and my body decided to wake me up. Ofcourse i would sleep all day the entire week and then gain insomnia the day i have classes. …
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AmyG47 
3:40pm Sunday
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About Me
AmyG47
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About Me
I'm kind of out of the ordinary, I guess I'm pretty much a sweet heart, unless you get to know my competitive, obsessive side. I'm a little bit random. I'm working on gaining my self-esteem and self-trust back for myself. I hate negativity with a passion. I have some hidden talents a few people know about. I don't like to brag. Im sort of obsessively independent, I don't understand it. I love art, film, and photography, I'm not big on people, because more than half of them don't understand how life works. I try to look out for everyone.
I'm kind of out of the ordinary, I guess I'm pretty much a sweet heart, unless you get to know my competitive, obsessive side. I'm a little bit random. I'm working on gaining my self-esteem and self-trust back for myself. I hate negativity with a passion. I have some hidden talents a few people know about. I don't like to brag. Im sort of obsessively independent, I don't understand it. I love art, film, and photography, I'm not big on people, because more than half of them don't understand how life
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Interests
all forms of ART, Photography, Painting, Dance. I use to be very passionate about dance until 2 years ago when i toar my back muscle and hamstring. Learning, nature, animals, photography.
all forms of ART, Photography, Painting, Dance. I use to be very passionate about dance until 2 years
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Harbor Oaks Hospital
May 26, 2009 9:49pm
I'll be gone for a while. admitting myself to the hospital... with help from a good friend. ill be back soon. DS is the only place I have left …
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Another day...
January 15, 2009 9:08pm
I haven't written in a long while. I just wanted to say that I am doing well. A little stressed and tired.... but I am well. More updates in a …
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I’m With You
I'm here if you need to talk!
Ray of Sunshine
hi how ru? sorry we've not spoken for a while=(
hope life is treatin u well=) take care xx
Hug
thank you so much amy for your hug ^_^
i miss cedar crest too
it was a fun adventure and a part of my life i hope never to forget.
i will be in michigan soon but i will be taking a bus and wont be able to drive to you to share a cup of coffee or anything.
i would still love to exchange numbers and get caught up on what amy is in the year 2009 before its over
oh yeah i also watched the princess bride and the princess's name princess buttercup reminded me of you the whole time ^_^
take care dear and whatever happens with me and being jobless i will keep you informed of any major changes-
Celebration
Hope you had a fantastic birthday! I hope you were surrounded by people you love and were able to do something that made you feel as special and loved as you most certainly are.
Take care Amy -
Funny Face
so i got a text the other day, i found out your number isnt your number anymore lol well catch ya later amy ^_^
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Support Groups
Close Self-Injury
I have been hurting myself since I was about 10 years old. bruising my self, cutting and burning. everything under the sun. I'm getting better. I haven't SI in 3 years.
Treatments
- Tattoos Working / Worked
- everytime i get a tatoo (not that my body is covered in them) It just makes me feel better. Like its a way for me to SI with out me being the one doing it? hard to explain.
Close Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
When I was younger till i was about 14, my father use to do weird cruel experiments with my brother, sister and I. There were numorous times when I thought i would die. I grew up in a very military like household.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- I love my therapist been seeing her since I was about 14.
Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
Iv had OCD Since I was about 7. I can live with it most of the time.
Treatments
- Celexa Somewhat Helpful
- Feel less paranoid but still compulsive
- Geodon Somewhat Helpful
- For some reason i didnt like taking this.
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
- eh. been on it forever
- Prozac Somewhat Helpful
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
My father abused my older brother, younger sister and I since Before i can remember. He stopped when i was in about 7th grade . Everything seems normal now but everything wrong with me I blame on him. I lost my whole childhood. I'm scared I will be just like him though I tell myself I wont
Treatments
- Abuse Counseling Working / Worked
- Art Working / Worked
- Forgiveness Working / Worked
- My dad has become my best friend now, and he is the most gentle and caring guy i know.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
Open Trichotillomania (Hair Pulling)
Type: Compulsive Skin PickingI pick at my skin ALL the time and I don't even notice. I have scabs up and down my arms. people think its acne but its not. I guess i have an addiction to picking scabs or something. i just do it.
Open Lupus
My mom has a very severe case of lupus. She was just diagnosed after 3 years of painful and expensive testings.
Open HPV
I have HPV but the kind where its just a word there arent any physical symtoms its just a diagnosis. I had no idea. Doesnt affect me.
Treatments
- Colposcopy Somewhat Helpful
- Went with my mom to get it done... very weird to see your insides. I saw white speckles.
Open ADHD / ADD
I have it. I have a hard time learning and reading and taking things in but those are two of my favorite things to do.
Treatments
- Adderall Somewhat Helpful
- It has really changed my life for teh better
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
- I take this too, but i always thought it was for my depression...
Open Depression
Treatments
- Celexa Working / Worked
- took it for 5 years my body eventually got use to it
- Geodon Too Soon to Tell
- taking it noe not sure what its supposed to do?
- Paxil Working / Worked
- didnt like it
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- been seeing my therapist since i was about 13 shes like my best friend love her
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- took it to sleep
- Trazodone Working / Worked
- also took to sleep
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
- helped with my sex drive i dont know why the doc took me off of it
- Zoloft Working / Worked
- took for my ocd but didnt like it
- Prozac Too Soon to Tell
- not sure yet
