GracieSJ's Journal

Ah the warm morning breeze feels good. It doesn’t sit well at all with my edginess about my impending surgery. Speaking of which I forgot I’m broken and can’t go play in the water at Alder Lake like the kids can. Du…. Ankle… hello….

I think I’m feeling the change in my meds already. It might be all in my head, but that’s where my problem is at. I didn’t sleep till after 4 this morning. I was wide awake at 9 this morning.  No one else is up yet.

Last night I kept trying to have some “me” time in my room, in the quiet, alone. Every time I got one kid to leave another came in. It’s not like I’m away from them because I’m not. Maybe the prospect of mommy having her meds adjusted and another surgery is making them need me more now. They’re great kids.

So Lithium…. Can’t sleep, lots of energy, focusing pretty good still-and yet not, my thoughts are racing but I’m forcing myself to focus.

As for the laptop, yes I was able to get a new hard drive and install it. That was cool. Jessica and I did it together. Now the left button and space bar are going tits up. What does that mean anyway? Tits up…. I don’t know. My dad always uses it.

I’m going to try to remember to call my aunt DC. She’s had a stroke from what I understand.

Alright, time for other things.