Well, it must be difficult being so gorgeous....
August 30, 2009 12:43am
I'm really not content right now. I'm troubled. I feel as though I am not pretty enough for my darling Joseph. I mean, …
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8:02am, July 25, 2009
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About Me
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About Me
Um.. do you really want to know about me?
Um.. do you really want to know about me?
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Interests
Music!!! I like lots of Christian hardcore/ metal-core music. Like Underoath, The Devil Wears Prada, Bless The Fall, Alesana and Scary Kids Scaring Kids, Emery, System of a Down, From Autumn to Ashes, I Killed the Prom Queen, Emarosa, In This Moment, Eyes Set to Kill, Framaing Hanley, and lots and lots of other bands. However, Underoath and The Devil Wears Prada are my favorites. :D
Music!!! I like lots of Christian hardcore/ metal-core music. Like Underoath, The Devil Wears Prada,
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Journal
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When darkness turns to light....
August 25, 2009 9:03pm
I'm writing a journal entry to update. I am currently waiting for Kitty to call me once he get back from Boys Hope. I really miss him. I want to …
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We are the only ones we are running from...
July 25, 2009 8:01am
Well, well, well. It's been a while since I wrote a journal entry here. In fact, it's been a while since I wrote anywhere. Even in …
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The last broken memories I'll have of you...
June 3, 2009 10:12pm
Today, June 3 2009, I told Joseph never to speak to me again. Why? Because for the past two days he's been deliberately standing by my …
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I think I need help this time...
April 24, 2009 10:22pm
1 Corinthians 9:24-25
When I prayed to God, that is what He gave me. It makes perfect sences based on my current situation. …
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Depression - Teen
Treatments
- Music Working / Worked
- Music is sooo awesome. If music wasn't invented the I probably would have killed myself.
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- For every positive thing that I say, there's always something negative to back it up.
- Writing Working / Worked
- I write in my journal when ever I can.
Close Video Game Addiction
Video game?!?!?!?!!? I fuckin love those things!!! If I'm playing a game, don't expect me to get off until 5 hours later. I can't live without video games. Whoever created video games should be president
Open Self-Injury
I don't slit my wrist or anything, even though I used to. However, I can hurt myself pretty emotionally and it hurts just as bad as a razor can....
Open Shyness
I'm naturally outgoing (that doesn't make since) but I guess I made myself anti social. I keep to myself, and ppl think I'm a really shy person. It's not that, I just don't like to talk to people if I know that I don't like them ((most ppl))
Treatments
- Pets Somewhat Helpful
- My best friend have a dog but I don't. Her dog defends me every time someone try to hit me or something. I love him but I want my own puppy but my mom keep saying no =[
- Self-esteem Not Working
- I have the poorest self esteem that I know of.
- Singing Somewhat Helpful
- I love to sing! Too bad I sound like shit. =_= but it's very fun to sing
Open ADHD / ADD
Yeah so my teacher, friends, and strangers expect that I have ADHD. I have not been diagnosed yet but I'm showing symptoms. However, my concentration and memory is improving significantly. Yayyyyy for me :D
Treatments
- Music Working / Worked
- It helps.....without it.. my mind wanders everywhere.... hehehe everywhere
Open Loneliness
I don't feel lonely right now. I have my Papi and my Saviour by my side but I feel lonely most of the times.
