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June 12, 2008 5:45pm
Guess what
I am pregnant! I was so not planning another baby.
So I have to say along with trying to get this house, packing, worrying about …
UnbrokenAmanda
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About Me
UnbrokenAmanda
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About Me
I am a 32 yr old mom of three.I am currently pregnant with my fourth child due in Febuary of 2009. I am recently re-married. I was married before for over a decade to Dale who killed himself in the middle of our divorce. He left a very confused set of sons. He left a very confused wife. But that's something we deal with regularly. We shouldn't. I deal with low self esteem, eating disorders, and ADD. Both on my end and on my older child's end. I love my new man very much, and will do anything to make it last. I have an inablilty to trust others, and don't even trust my own decisions.
I am a 32 yr old mom of three.I am currently pregnant with my fourth child due in Febuary of 2009. I am recently re-married. I was married before for over a decade to Dale who killed himself in the middle of our divorce. He left a very confused set of sons. He left a very confused wife. But that's something we deal with regularly. We shouldn't. I deal with low self esteem, eating disorders, and ADD. Both on my end and on my older child's end. I love my new man very much, and will do anything to make
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Interests
My family, and my friends. Everything else comes as fast as it goes.I enjoy selling my items on ebay. I enjoy finding good deals. I miss working believe it or not. Gave me that needed time away. I remember looking forward to coming home. I don't look forward to home anymore. I don't look forward to being everyone's maid. No one thanks me, no one says oh this looks really nice. No one cares. I really thought I would look forward to being an at home mom, and at the moment I hate it.
My family, and my friends. Everything else comes as fast as it goes.I enjoy selling my items on ebay.
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Journal
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much to say but I'll make it short
June 8, 2008 9:02pm
Due to things lately I am back to my purging. I got into a big fight with my husband and we're trying to buy a house...I'll say more tomorrow …
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Sorry I have been away
June 4, 2008 11:03pm
I've been away, but I am here. I have been okay. Dealing with family hardships. I have been not eating as much, but dealing...Sorry I have not …
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New update
May 15, 2008 11:33am
I wanted to write today because I need to say a few things. I know others who have read my ramblings prob think I am nuts. Nuts to love a man who …
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Journal Entry for May 10, 2008
May 10, 2008 4:48pm
I am so upset. My husband is such a selfish jerk. ((can you swear?)) I got up this morining and he was making breakfast for himself, but no one else. …
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I miss you lil A!
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Good Luck
How are you feeling? I hope you are well and happy. XOXO
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Thank you for the comments to my journal and supporting me on my decision to cancel the wedding. I know you understand the emotions that go along with all this.
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Loved your message. Thinking of you fondly.
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I'm so happy to hear that you are still within reach. I have been very concerned about you. Hope your issues are settled. Write in your journal for me. We'll talk soon.
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Support Groups
Close Hypothyroidism
I have hypothyroid. Thyroid disease I guess. I have had it for about 7 years.
Treatments
- Synthroid Somewhat Helpful
- It changed during my last pregnancy, and they upped my dose.
Close ADHD / ADD
I was diagnosed ADD when I was 15, and put on ritalin. It didn't work for me. I have been thinking about getting back on it. My oldest son was diagnosed in first grade and held back. He is on ritalin.
Treatments
Open Eating Disorders
Type: AnorexiaI have been doing this for yrs. I try not to. I am also mildly bulemic.
Treatments
- Support from Friends & Family Not Working
- I still obcess about my body and food.
Open Families & Friends Affected By Suicide
My husband hung himself. I'll never be over it and neither will my sons...even though I remarried.
Treatments
- Patience Not Working
- seems to always be there...
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- couldn't afford
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- Go to grief counseling, but specific.
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- can vent but not the way I want.
Open Scoliosis
diagnosed at 24 with this. related to a birth defect of the spine. Lowest vertebre fused on one side.
Treatments
- Brace Not Working
- didnt change anything
- Laser Surgery Working / Worked
- fixed the hernations but almost killed me as the laser cut my small bowel.
- Chiropractic Adjustment Working / Worked
- has kept me from having any more medical interventions.
Open Achondroplasia (Dwarfism)
I don't have this particualr form of dwarfism, but my mother had pituitary dwarfism.
Open Short Stature
My mother had pituitary dwarfism. I don't know much about it. Hoping to get some info so I know if or when it can strike again. I stopped growing in 6th Grade. No HGH was availible since it was ignored. I am almost 5-2.My daughter could be my mothers twin.
Open Thyroid Cancer
Type: OtherI am not diagnosed but have severe thyroid disease. I am scared to death. Ever since my last child I have had throat problems. I am on meds but I don't think they are working. I have throat pain, ear pain, deceased energy, depression, and so on...
Treatments
- Synthroid Working / Worked
- So far but now mny thyroid is out of whack agin.
