Well so far things have been more blah, my brother graduated yesterday and tht was great. My friend darrel cam over n i havent seen him in awhile but seems tht him and i grew apart, wed have fun but all he really cares about now is getting high n fucking girls...its boring as fuck at my house anyways so i cant blame the man for not wanting to show up...not even just to see me. I been thinkin about going to his place but many reasons why i dont. For one he's hardly ever home anymore and dont have a phone so i can reach him, he lives in a horrible ass neighborhood tht my dad dont even want me in anymore, if i g over there his guy friends might but there n ill be in the way bc im not gonna wanna go to girls houses and get high soo...soo many reasons why i never see darrel anymore. So with tht being said i really dont do anything, i hate going places alone unless its to work...but i dont work atm, i want a dog but i have to get tht idea thru my parents head...i wish i cud make friends where i live now but i have no clue how to, my folks tell me tht i can just go to the park and feed the ducks but i doubt tht imma make a friend there, ppl r usually with other ppl or alone jugging so i dont think i can make any friends besides the ducks lol soo yeah im pretty much out back for now