today had started out okay unhtil …
today had started out okay unhtil i phoned my boyfriend. i asked him if he wanted to go out for the day, maybe go to …
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xxForgetRegretsxx 
11:55pm Wednesday
Is nothing at all.....i swear i wanna die soo badly.....my only way of doin tht is to stab myself...id rather put a bullet thru my head tho bc im soo tired of myself....im just soo fat & ugly & fuckin useless...i hav no purpose in this world.....Im sick of this hott weather & im sick of guys lyin to me....my so called "bf" dumped me & didnt tell me why & its hurtin me way more then i thought it wud.....im takin 4 to 6 laxatives a day so tht i can clean out my body & hopefully this'll help me keep my weight balanced...idk if takin laxatives can actually do nething but its hard for me to make myself throw up.....but hell if the laxatives dont work then id prob wud....wat the fuck can i lose? im already down in the dumps & to scared to kill myself....ahhh i swear i wish tht god wud just giv someone who wants to live my body & ill be dead....i dont appreciate my life at all....wen theres soj many innocent ppl who died & who'd luv to be here right now, i wish tht i cud trade places with someone who wants to be here....im just not worthy of this at all....& id luv to kno why im here bc i hate my life & this fake world tht we live in
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Ok..Ive been there and I can tell you sometimes there are no reasons why a person may not want to be with you. Its a big waste of time to question why. Please just try to move on and be happy. Please try to concentrate on yourself and stay in school. Ive been through what you are going through and I can tell you you are taking love and romance way too seriously. If you can be happy with yourself and then think of romance and dating as a game you can choose from many men that want you. I know you probably think Im lying to boost your ego or something or maybe you cant believe it yourself but I see nothing wrong with the way you look. And you are right. The world is mostly fake plastic people. But then there are alot of real ones too. Dont let the fakes take over. Dont let em kill ya. You can be strong and fight back. And soon you will have what makes you happy. I believe in you. I believe you have the power to do it!
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