xxForgetRegretsxx's Journal

Alright so last night i went to my friends sisters friend house lol i really didnt want to go at first bc i dont lik being around ppl tht i dont kno, plus it wass goin to b drinkin & dancing. But i went anyways bc i didnt hav shit else to do, plus my friend wanted me to go. OMG it was something different...i got soo fucked up it doesnt make any sense....my friend was sharing drinks with me...i cudve gotten my own but i felt wierd wen she asked me did i drink bc i dont but i had b4. Anyways he was sharing wit me & at first i wasnt feeling much, but wen we went bk to his sisters i was gone...literally, i cudnt walk, i was dizzy & everything was funny. I drunk dialed som guy who dissed me & left like 3msgs on his voicemail....i dont care, he lied to me & i was able to express myself. Me & my friend shared 4 cups of liquor mixed with lemonade, a beer, i had 2 shots of vodka & another drink....i dont even drink like talking about it.....it felt really gud actually, im not a person who thinks drinkin can solve problems but hey i forgot about mine, i was open & honest & almost cried. Me & my friend had a great time...im still kinda tipsy now, i woke up with a hang over but im fine...no one knew tht i was drunk except my friend. It was my 1st time & i think i did it with a bang...it was fun & relaxing & i wasnt even completly drunk. Now i kinda see why ppl do tht, shit happens in ur life & u wanna let go...for a couple hours last night i was like "fuck the world" dude i was gone, no worries. It felt really gud even tho i dont feel so hott right now....any ways thts my story...4 anyone who wanna kno how my night was thts it.