xxForgetRegretsxx's Journal

At the moment trying to make effort to enjoy the rest of my summer. I went to a friends house at like 7am this morning, usually i wudnt go but if i didnt all i wudve done waz stay in the house all day being bored, so i went over ther & had som fun. Itz not exactly wat i call thrilling but it beats being home like i waz most of the summer. We hung out than hiz cousin cam over, i waz really happy then, especially wen me & christian(my friends cousin) started talkin & somwat vibing. Lol im super boy crzy, all i really wanted to do waz get some affection lol but of course tht didnt happen cuz 1-i dont think i can jus be all over some one i jus met no matter how much i wanted to, 2-he's 14 even tho he doesnt look it, but he haz a 14yr old mind, 3-im sure he wasnt into me like talkin about it soo watever. I'm gonna try to go bk tommrow so i can be "pro-active" as my counsular says, plus i think christian is comin bk over cuz he asked me waz i gonna be ther 2morrow soo yea, still i want to get in hiz pants but thers a 98% chance of tht not happening, but it'll b cool if it did.