xxForgetRegretsxx's Journal

Its 5 in the morning & im not really tired. B4 7 im goin to darrells house to make sure he gets his ass up & walk with me. Right now im thinkin about my ex & darrell, & im singing big girls dont cry by fergie. Im thinkin about walking 8times around the park, 4 times equals a little more then a mile so 8 times wud be between 2 & 3 miles. I havent worked out at all durin the week so thts why i gotta push even harder. Ive been doin gud on my diet but yesterday i slipped, i wanted to go to sleep so i took a serquel which gives me the major munchies, thts why i dont take it. So i ate alot & then slept the whole day. But im not gonna beat myself up, ive been dieting for about 3 or 4weeks & ive slipped 3 or 4 times. Im still proud cuz im stickin wif this diet & i am losing weight. Now ive been thinkin about being a vega., i kno tht not eating meat wud be hard but its healthier, & its gonna teach me disipline. Hmm i wrote tht im my last entry lol im jus repeatin myself. O yea but hmm.....no one to talk to right now soo yea im jus leaving replies & h5's & writin blogz. Jd didnt call so im kinda thinkin bout him, i havent talked to him in 2 days or 3days? its confusing, cuz hes in cali & im in va so thers a 3hour difference. His minutes arent free till 9pm ther so tht makes it 12am here. So i wat till 12am here to call him or he calls me. Its cool tho.