Journal Entry for October 27, 2009
October 27, 2009 8:17pm
Alrighty then...its been awhile since i typed one these....well im getting my GED now, sud take the test by Dec and hopefully ill pass …
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xxForgetRegretsxx 
6:49pm, November 1, 2009
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About Me
xxForgetRegretsxx
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About Me
Its whispering evil things to me lol Hey hey ppl=) 5\'7, fat, brown everything, in highskool, a true loner not really by choice sometimes, been told tht im smart, a gud friend if i really consider u as a friend, can be selfish, queen of being embrassed! haha no one can take tht title from me! Am a loser with a capitial L, im african-american, love eminem n nickel back, loved someone who didnt loved me bk, hav 2 brothers n 2 sisters, am not a skinny person, battle depression, anxiety n low self esteem, want to make more friends, am a woman, hate having mistakes thrown in my face, love my cousin, wish i cud be pretty, want to lose weight, oppose gay marriage, love these lyrics.....so much to say but i dont how or where to start...im a SERIOUSLY cool person who can be trusted, i respect privacy...imma gud listener but wen its my turn to talk im speechless....i need friends who can relate to this whole depression/anxiety/low self esteem thing
Its whispering evil things to me lol Hey hey ppl=) 5\'7, fat, brown everything, in highskool, a true loner not really by choice sometimes, been told tht im smart, a gud friend if i really consider u as a friend, can be selfish, queen of being embrassed! haha no one can take tht title from me! Am a loser with a capitial L, im african-american, love eminem n nickel back, loved someone who didnt loved me bk, hav 2 brothers n 2 sisters, am not a skinny person, battle depression, anxiety n low self esteem,
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Making REAL friends is my main interest now...i need ppl who can really relate to me ya kno? For instance me cutting to relieve tention aint shit on here...been there done tht right? but with my friends n family its creepie n fascinating! It wont surprise me if im having worse image issues by the age of 21....I NEED friends who get me!
Making REAL friends is my main interest now...i need ppl who can really relate to me ya kno? For instance
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Hello! I hope you are having a great day.
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nothing new going on with me, same story as usual.
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hey i haven't talked to you in forever. how have things been going?
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Support Groups
Close Depression - Teen
My life sucks!! But im working on it, those feelings of lonliness never goes away. Depression is who i am, ive never been happy
Treatments
- Art Working / Worked
- It helps, i luv creating certain things but i dont draw or anything...just only write
- Music Working / Worked
- muzic is sooo important to me, i luv eminems songs....sometimes they're the only things tht gives me hope for myself really...i can truelly feel where he's comin from in his songs
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- it helps, i hav to be open & honesty to get over this
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- Family can make me happy sometimes and the one true non family member friend tht i have is darrel...but i keep my shit to myself. Besides wat exactly is support? if its themtellin me tht my life wud get better, tht i can be anything i want too or tryin to understand my anxiety? then no....i dont really have family or friend support
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- Its ok but ive only really opened up to my counsuler soo i wouldnt say tht talking is really workin..bc most times i dont talk about myself
- Trazodone Working / Worked
- It helps me sleep...thts about it
- Writing Working / Worked
- another important part...i luv writing my thoughts down soo hopefully one some one wud read it and can truelly feel wat i write about
Close Teen Sexuality
Im a teen and i have sex....end of story really
Open Anxiety
Control's every thing in my life..it sucks really
Treatments
- Breathing Exercises Somewhat Helpful
- I only do tht wen im pissed off and full of anxiety
- Trazodone Not Working
- It only makes me sleepy...i dont take it for anxity
Open Self-Injury
Ive cut b4....havent in awhile but im probably gonna start again
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- it helps to a point..i dont mention tht i cut anymore
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- I only talk to ppl on here about tht but sometimes even their kind words arent enough
- Tattoos Considering
- Yup as soon as im 18.....and piercings
Open High School Stress
I hate the ppl im forced to interacted with, fucking hate it
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- No, nothing really helps
- Support from Friends & Family Not Working
- Hell No
Open Healthy Relationships
I dont kno how to hav gud relationships, i dont kno how to commit to a guy & somwat friends tho
Treatments
Open Depression
Dealing with deppresion for awhile, trying to over come
Treatments
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- Works wen i do it
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- It helps, makes me feel alittle better
- Seroquel Somewhat Helpful
- It makes me sleepy & givs me the munches
- Writing Working / Worked
- Works the most, I luv writing
Open Shyness
Ive been shy my whole life, the older i got the more shy i am. Im jus naturally shy, but WAY different wen u get to kno me
Treatments
- DailyStrength Working / Worked
- Luv DS
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Patricia helps me, she pushs me out there
- Self-esteem Somewhat Helpful
- Building it up
- Socializing Somewhat Helpful
- It puts me out there
Open Acne
It must be stress cuz ive havent really been eating candy or drinking soda....its fuckin at its worst right now, im starting to wear makeup so i wont feel so akward
Treatments
- Apple Cider Vinegar Considering
- I NEED to try it, i keep fuckin forgetting to get it at wal-mart
- Proactiv Too Soon to Tell
- Pro-active is the way to goo
- Washing Somewhat Helpful
- It keeps my face clean but doesnt help with my skin tone
Open Interracial Relationships
Ive been in 2 interracial relationships....& working on a possible 3rd. Ive never dated anyone my own race, i just never been interested really.
Open Diets & Weight Maintenance
The last time i waz thin iz wen i waz a kid. Ive started gaining weight thru out the yrs of my deppresion.
Treatments
- Counting Calories Not Working
- Its hard, i hate counting calories.
- Eating Healthier Foods Working / Worked
- It workz wen i actually stick wif it.
- Eat Less Somewhat Helpful
- It works wen i stick wif it
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- Its hard cause i hav no one to work out wif.
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Groups
depression poetry
PHYSICAL AND VERBAL ABUSE SURVIVORS
Post Secret and Our Loving DS Family
FOOD...THE NEW CRACK
Curmudgeons Corner
LOVE ADDICTION
Her Heart Needs Hope
Stories...
Social Anxiety
body image for women
Anti-Miley Cirus
Bullys and the Bullied
Snail Mail Pen Pals Unite
WOMEN ONLY
Girls Only
BDD HATE THE WAY YOU LOOK?
Relationship trust issues
A Family Not a Group
Low Self Esteem Fear of Rejection Obsessions
chat and chill
SHIT Happens !
Movie TV and Media Group
Beyond Scars...
A Poetry Only Club
teen lost in life
STRONGHOLD
