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About Me
D1993
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About Me
About me..um, i love music, i love writing lyrics, dancing and singing. Im in high school right now (9th grade) I have a brother, hes 25, and my parents are divorced.
About me..um, i love music, i love writing lyrics, dancing and singing. Im in high school right now (9th grade) I have a brother, hes 25, and my parents are divorced.
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did you forget you are now on my myspace? silly little girl
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hey you're back!! :D how are you?
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wats up girl?
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Hiya girlie, hope things are going well, just wanted to stop in and say hi. I've read part of the story you posted, it's a very good read so far, I will finish reading it tomorrow when I have an attention span longer than 10 seconds and comment on it! ~hugs and love~
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Support Groups
Close Family Issues
Where to start, hm...My parents got a divorce suddenly after 16 years of marage because my dad is gay. My mom is homophibic wich pisses me off because of the horrible things she says about gay people, i am NOT in any way homophobic n i love my dad. Me and my mom fight daily and i don't kno how much longer i can take it. We fight about everything, but shes the one yelling i hold it all in, and ocasionaly explode. Shes convincing me everythings my fault...is it? =[
Treatments
- Emotions Anonymous (EA) Not Working
- Holding in my anger and all my problems untill i can't take it anymore n blow up at people i love.
- Music Working / Worked
- I love music its my life and without it i couldnt survive.
Close Bereavement - Teens
I hate talking about this..Ok, so last year one of my best friends Kaylee died..it was in a snowmobile acident, i never got to say goodbye and i miss her so much! She was probly one of the happiest people you could ever meet and she was rly rly nice all the time, she was a freekin saint she should still b alive, its NOT FAIR!
Treatments
- Time Not Working
- Time don't work. Her memories are all around me.
Open Anxiety
Anxiety is SO underated. I don't remember exactly when i started having intense anxiety but its led to alot of other things for me like, depression, stomache pain n having anxiety attacks and worrying about EVERY single thing in my life. But id have to say the worst thing its led to is my chronic dizzyness, NO ONE takes me seriosly about my anxiety or my chronic dizzyness, even when it gets to the point where i can't stand or focus on anything, or even see straight.
Open Depression - Teen
Umm...ive had depression all my life, ill add more to this story wen i have time.
Treatments
Open Diets & Weight Maintenance
I need help in losing weight. And i need to figure out the right way to diet, i always end up starving myself and then eating alot after i give up a few weeks later. Losing weight can actully get pretty scary, i binge wen ive had a bad day and ive tryed 2 purge b4 but it didnt work...i don't know why. but i feel so fat constantly n im in a constant war wit my body!! i wanna lose like 60 pounds..but everyone thinks dats two much. I don't think it is tho. I need some support.
Open Self-Injury
Ok. So, joining this group is a huge deal for me cuz for a long time i was in denial about my cutting n i did'nt evn kno other ppl had the same problem, i was about 12 when i started, and i kept telling myslelf that i did'nt have a problem n i just cut when my life fell apart. But it got a lot more frequent so i had to face the fact that i had a problem. NO ONE knows about this, everyone around me is SO stupid, ive bled thru my clothes rite in frnt of my mom n she wldnt notice a thing. Help? =[
Open Eating Disorders
I have B.E.D. and am slipping into starving myself. wen i have a problem I eat untill it hurts and then i try to purge but somehow it won't work i don't know why. Then i starve myself for a few days and count every calorie i eat and exersize alot. This makes it RLY hard to lose weight because i don't kno how to eat normaly but i definitly need to lose weight, i so HATE my body.
