joyce has passed on
ok i think i got this right. this is joyces husband. i just wanted to tell you all that joyce has passed on last month …
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LAWOMAN75 
10:50am, June 30, 2008
2:41am
Is it normal to cry in the dark?
Is it normal to cry, freak out in my head, whine, racing thoughts, and then suddenly to stop and have a slight feeling of release?
I'm a burnden to my Dad,
can't handle everything coming at me,
trying to do so much around here and still never enough, no compliments or comments.
Dad is better off with out me.
Everyone is better off with out me.
I fuckin' want to die.
I can't do this.
Let me die.
Leave me alone.
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stinks and hurts for sure but things do and will get and feel better
just take things are they come and don't fight it... let it take you to where it has to and then it gives up..
when we try to hard to please others we take from ourselves and we MUST learn to make us FIRST...that is hard to learn I know but you will
gotta be selfish sometimes and just let it brood....
ya know when a glass is filled too much it runs over, and loses what it does not need or handle and keeps what it does..and so will you
we all feel at times in giving up, I did twice and still here....and for a reason too...I don't know exactly what yet as I search for a reason and a purpose now other than just being a mom, but someday I will find it and you will too...I am here for you
take my hand and we can get through this together.....
hugs of compassion and understanding to you
barbra2
oh hun its so normal to be lost like that i place so much of that on my husband at times... theres times i just sit so silent and theres times i just cry or freak out theres times and i can tell you who i am and theres times i cant tell you what i ate for breakfast or answer a single question without you having to pull it out of me... our thoughts become to much we cant process whats going on around us so it picks and chooses what it can process during stressful times therefore most of us tend to like small crowds so we can process our surroundings and such...at night when its time for your brain to shut down mine dont it goes and goes processing stupid things from the days past this passes i crash within a week or two .... sometimes i take naps during the day to help fix this....you will find your own groove but never never feel like your a burden to anyone because you have people that love you and need you
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