HEY YA'LL I'M BACK!!!
April 20, 2009 5:33pm
So I'm back. I know I haven't been on here since Sept., but who's keeping track? I moved in with my boyfriend Chris, we are in love and …
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LAWOMAN75
10:50am, June 30, 2008
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About Me
LAWOMAN75
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About Me
I was recently diagnosed with being bi-polar. I have panic attacks, anxiety attacks, depression, mania, social phobia, performance anxiety, ocd, and history of poly-substance abuse. I have used drugs for the past 12 years, every day, every night. I checked myself into treatment. Now I am facing issues from my past, and dealing with new ones of the present. I am a survivor and those that have and have passed away, my heart and soul go out to you. POWER TO THE PINK!!! Also, those who have recovered from ANY addiction and are still suffereing, please hang in there!!! There is a sista here who loves you and supports you!!!
I was recently diagnosed with being bi-polar. I have panic attacks, anxiety attacks, depression, mania, social phobia, performance anxiety, ocd, and history of poly-substance abuse. I have used drugs for the past 12 years, every day, every night. I checked myself into treatment. Now I am facing issues from my past, and dealing with new ones of the present. I am a survivor and those that have and have passed away, my heart and soul go out to you. POWER TO THE PINK!!! Also, those who have recovered
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Interests
Music, dacing, art, reading, playing pool, partying, the norm. I love all kinds of music. I am down with any kind of music, so try me. Movies, I really enjoy horror and anything that makes me laugh. I do have some favorite tv shows...ALL CSI ROCKS!!!! Plus the silly stuff like I love NY, Rock of Love, Flavor of Love, American Idol, America's Next Top Model, Family Guy, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, etc. Oh, and when reading...STEPHEN KING ROCKS!!!
Music, dacing, art, reading, playing pool, partying, the norm. I love all kinds of music. I am down with
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Journal
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Getting the one day at a time...
July 15, 2008 4:08pm
I have to say that I am feeling better about my self these days. I have put on weight because of the meds, but I am going to do something about it. I …
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I am getting there...
June 30, 2008 10:49am
I am feeling better today than I have in the past about my looks. I am trying to accept the fact that I put on some weight from the meds. I am trying …
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I feel shitty......
May 7, 2008 4:15pm
I am so fucking depressed. It's not Chris, he is so wonderful and suuportive. My temp diability ran out, if I am approved for ssi, it will take …
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I have new pics on here...
April 24, 2008 6:30pm
I HAVE NEW PICS ON HERE THANKS TO THE NEDW MAN IN MY LIFE!!! We had been talking and he sent me some of the beautiful pics he took of me at the art …
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Hugbook
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Hello Darling! Court went well and things are finally over....although it was very emotional and that was the first time I have seen him since I left...all went well and we parted on good terms. I have my moments....but sure that is normal. I have missed everyone and glad to be back!! Do hope that things in your world are well! XOXO Dee
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Little Love
Hello My Lil Fart Muffin!! Wanted to let everyone know that I am well and doing GREAT!!! Court date is June 4th so will be back after that.....and what stories to tell!!! Know that I have miss you in bunches and bunches!!! Hope all is well in your world! XOXO Dee
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Thanks again for the support. It warms my heart.
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Little Love
Hey Darling!!! Glad that you are back......I will be back full time in June! So much has happened and didn't know if you read up on my journals......but know that I am doing great and miss everyone!!! Hope you are doing well and look forward to catching up!!! XOXO Dee
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hi,it's going OK with no stuff, i do get tempted ! cant have it around me just now. how are you? i hope you're sun is shining ! i live in the Netherlands
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Support Groups
Close Bipolar Disorder
I was recently diagnosed with being bi-polar. I have panic attacks, anxiety attacks, depression, mania, and history of poly-substance abuse. I have used drugs for the past 12 years, every day, every night. I checked myself into treatment. Now I am facing issues from my past, and dealing with new ones of the present.
Treatments
- Depakote Working / Worked
- Equetro Not Working
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- Outpatient Treatment Program Working / Worked
- Seroquel Working / Worked
Close Bisexuality
I guess I realized it when I was in high school. I don't have a proplem talking about it, but not everyone is accepting, or they think it is an opening for them. Like an invitation for sex. I just want a place where I can talk to people and not get hit on!
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionTreatments
- Cymbalta Not Working
- Effexor Not Working
- Lexapro Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Trazodone Working / Worked
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- Writing Working / Worked
- Zoloft Not Working
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
Treatments
- Abuse Counseling Working / Worked
- Art Working / Worked
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
Open Cervical Cancer
Treatments
- Colposcopy Working / Worked
- Hysterectomy Working / Worked
- LEEP Working / Worked
Open Panic Attacks
Treatments
- Ativan Not Working
- Meditation Working / Worked
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Trazodone Working / Worked
- Xanax Not Working
- Zoloft Not Working
Open Cocaine Addiction & Recovery
Treatments
- Detox Working / Worked
- Narcotics Anonymous (NA) Working / Worked
Open Tooth Grinding
I have all my life, but nothing has EVER worked.
Open Anxiety
Treatments
- Breathwork Working / Worked
- Meditation Working / Worked
- Remeron Not Working
- Trazodone Working / Worked
- Xanax Not Working
- Zoloft Not Working
Open Insomnia
Treatments
- Ambien Not Working
- Counting Sheep Not Working
- Meditation Working / Worked
- Music Working / Worked
- Reading Working / Worked
- Trazodone Working / Worked
Open Sex / Pornography Addiction
I was raped twice in my life, but since I was about 14 or so, I can't get enough of sex. All kinds. I have had failed relationships, and not so health ones as well. I still crave it one a hour by hour basis and I don't know how to get help, if I should, or keep this to myself. I don't want to be "labeled". I just enjoy it so much. I was also abousing alcohol and drugs for the past 12 years and I just got sober 010708.
Open Personality Disorders
Treatments
- Talking Working / Worked
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- Working
