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Emotion967 
4:57pm, July 16, 2009
hey, it's nick. a lot has gone on while i've been gone. i suppose it started around new year's... i got very depressed and psychotic. i left DS for who knows why. i was hospitalized not too long ago for 3 months. i changed i suppose. im stronger of a person, not so angry (not homicidal anymore), but a little more dark and emotional. life sucks so hard, and i still contantly think about suicide. the difference about now and before is that i realize that there is hope. also, i will never kill myself, as that would hurt those i care about. i realize that since i've been gone for so long, many of you have forgotten about me, and i understand. i have not forgotten about any of you though. so many of you have had a serious impact on my life, and i am forever grateful.
thx for reading,
try to have an alright day
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heya, i didnt know you before. but i feel i may understand alot of what your feeling. if you ever wanna chat im around.
its good you see things in a slight different way. well done, im pleased for you. :) hugs.x
millionwishes
I Am Glad That You Decided To Come Back Like Some Others. I Have Also Been Hospitalized 4 Times And I Just Got Back From My Last One Not That Long Ago.I Am Glad To Hear That You Feel Like You Are A Stronger Person, I Know That Depression And Suicidal Thoughts Do Not Go Away Overnight. It Takes Lots Of Time, But There IS A Light At The End Of All Of Our Tunels. Always Remember That.
BlackRoseLove