Journal Entry for April 9, 2009
The weather is beautiful today. It's a shame I didn't accomplish more. Oh well it was nice having the house opened up and the …
I'm a 44 year old mother of two young adults. I've been married 21 years. My favorite hobbies are baking, gardening, and good movies. I cant wait for spring to get here so I can plant my veggie garden.
I'm a 44 year old mother of two young adults. I've been married 21 years. My favorite hobbies are baking, gardening, and good movies. I cant wait for spring to get here so I can plant my veggie garden.
The weather is beautiful today. It's a shame I didn't accomplish more. Oh well it was nice having the house opened up and the …
I'm happy today because my heart is getting better and the weather is nice. I haven't written very many entries so I think it's …
thanx for ur support hope u are feeling well too x
Hi again Diane, Actually our Biz, we have lost everything :o{ but hey, there are a lot of other hurting americans as well. And as long as we can keep our house over our heads then I am happy. My hubby did get a new job that he starts on monday and it is commission only ( no pressure!) but it would be a great avenue for him to get involved. I have an opportunity to make a film for someone which could lead to other opportunities as well so we may be heading down two new paths which keep us from squatting in our home of 13 years! I don't want to leave my home and we have asked for a re-finance (re-mortgage) rate for our home so that should help. Our children are so comfy here and I have the most wonderful art studio and 3d movie theater that I worked hard to put together. As for my pain, I understand the tired issue. All of my meds (7 of them) make me sooo sleepy and unfortunately they are so pitiful in dosage I just want to scream. I keep asking for More More More in strength and they just barely increase it. I see my pain doc next week so maybe I can just ask for something else. They are so afraid with the DEA I think. But I just need help and they, hell, I don't know.... All I do now is eat sugar because I am so stressed out about money and my health. I try to keep the money woes from my kids but my oldest daughter doesn't understand and she keeps asking to go shopping for shoes! We weren't much of a shopping team so it isn't like she is going to miss much so there won't be that much of a change of lifestyle. I never lived it up when I had money and I wish I did now! Cause it all just weathered away. We did give a lot of money away to charity and I feel wonderful abuot that. A lot of people had homes built and I gave a lot to www.heifer.org which teaches people how to fish instead of giving them the fish? Little girls receive goats and it allows them to sell the milk and buy a school uniform and then they can live out their dreams. One girl ended up in america at an ivy league school! I cried when I saw the story on 60 minutes and I thought that it could have been the goat I bought for her? You can even donate money to buy part of a goat or you can buy chickens or bunnies and the organization even works with the poor in america. And it isn't a super "liberal" organization with annoying people! Ha Ha, LOL (sorry). I guess I just made myself feel a little bit better about losing all of my nest egg :o) It is time to pull up the boot straps again I guess. That is hard to say when all I want to do is watch Dr. Oz and stay in cozy nightgowns and slippers! Well, I have to get ready for a playdate for my 4 year old and a sleep over (here) for my 9 year old. I hope you are hanging in there. Is your prognosis better? You are so young and with your problem is there something they can do with your heart? Besides just medicine? And how is the smoking? Have you quit my friend? I know it is harder than hell. I am worried about you and I am sure you are surrounded by lots of family who love you dearly. I hope you are being spoiled by your daughter as well. Time for lidocaine and then trying to make myself presentable :o) I will keep you in my prayers Diane, Love and Hugs! -Holliday
Hey you! I have been thinking of you and I was wondering how you are? I hope you are better and feeling better as well. How is your Daughter doing in the service? I think of you as I am watching Fox news and I wish I had more time to message you and the other good people on this group. Let me know how you are. Talk to you soon, Love and Hugs, XOXO -Holliday
hope you are doing well. we are ok. you take care and god bless........
just out of the hospital diagnosed with CHF and COPD at age 44. Will have pacemaker put in January 09. Hear was only pumping at 10%.
I think I was born depressed.