I need to be honest with myself
March 3, 2008 12:26am
OK, I just got out of my bath and was thinking a lot about myself and need to share. I was sober for 3 wonderful years and loved every moment. …
Angelicia121
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About Me
Angelicia121
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About Me
I am going through my 2nd sobriety. The 1st time I went away for 28 days, and they were the best days of my life. I was sober for 3 years and loved it, but felt that I wanted to try the drinking thing again to see if I could drink like a normal person. Well, it worked for a little while, and it progressively got worse. I started to sneak a drink here and there, but still did not drink everyday. I went on a cruise, and oh my gosh...don't ever go on one if you want to stay sober. I got so drunk the 2nd night and haven't drank since. It's hard again, and didn't think it would be, but it is. But I LOVE being sober, and still taking it One Day at a Time!!!
I am going through my 2nd sobriety. The 1st time I went away for 28 days, and they were the best days of my life. I was sober for 3 years and loved it, but felt that I wanted to try the drinking thing again to see if I could drink like a normal person. Well, it worked for a little while, and it progressively got worse. I started to sneak a drink here and there, but still did not drink everyday. I went on a cruise, and oh my gosh...don't ever go on one if you want to stay sober. I got so drunk the
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Hiking, biking, guitar, computer, gardening, water fun, skiing, reading, and just love the outdoors!!!
Hiking, biking, guitar, computer, gardening, water fun, skiing, reading, and just love the outdoors!!!
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1st meeting back...
March 2, 2008 5:24pm
I got up the nerve and went back to a meeting after over 1 year of not going!!! I even raised my hand to say I was NEW. It is wonderful …
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Thanks for the support Angelicia! I'll get through it I made it this far!
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I have been on here for about a year and a half. One thing I did was get caught up in the drama here. Its a great site if you stick to the primary purpose.
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Hi, Angelicia--thanks for the hug and encouragement. God bless you and your son.
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I'm with ya sister... No cruises for me lol. Hve a good day
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Close Alcoholism
I was sober for 3 years, went through a divorce after 22 years of marriage, went back to school and graduated, and stopped going to meetings. I felt that I had gotten over my addiction and wanted to give drinking another chance...seeing I was in an unhealthy marriage, I blamed my drinking on that..foregetting how much I drank before. Anyway, as the story goes, I drank for 6 months and started the sneaking thing, and knew it was getting out of control again, so now I have stopped, but it's hard
Treatments
- 12 Step Program Working / Worked
- I only made it to step 4, so I can't say how much it worked
- AA Meetings Working / Worked
- It did work the 1st time, and hope it works again. I will let you know....
Close Fragile X Syndrome
I have an 18 year old son with Fragile X Syndrome
