My first entry...
So this is my first journal entry....hmm...where to begin? I am sitting at my current boyfriends house (he still lives with his …
So this is my first journal entry....hmm...where to begin? I am sitting at my current boyfriends house (he still lives with his …
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I am going through the same feelings, I read a book I'm not sure of the author, Its called its not about me..... I know it is in the Christian readings, when my brother passed away 2 months ago, I asked him to let me know if he was ok, and if he knew what was going on down here on earth. I had a dream that night and he was talking to someone, he was a little upset with me because I was trying to take my mother of his cell phone plan and put her on mine, and he didn't understand why.... Well that told me he was ok, feeling well enough to complain, and that he knew what was going on here down on earth.... I believe that even if they knew they were sick and dying, the dying comes unexpectatedly and they feel they still have things to do, My family had a ritual of having pizza every friday, and mom and dad decided not to have it one friday, she had a dream that he walked in the kitchen with a pizza, in his work uniform. Since then neither of us have had any dreams of him I like to believe that he is our guardian angel and he shows us little signs now and then, and that he will be there for us when we close our eyes and take our last breaths.
Hi there. I am so sorry for your lost, but I think you read my own story. It is so hard to go on with my own life after loosing my boyfriend. I am so lonely and I am sad alot of the time. I try not to show my friends all the time. Plus I know they are sick of me talking about him. But I am trying to attend a grief group by my house. I think it can onlty help. I appreciate you reaching out to me. I pray that you are ok and that you can get through it all. I am here if you ever want to talk about your friend. Take care and I hope we can become friends. xoxo
Hi - I'm really sorry for your loss and can say I know what your going through. How am I coping? Well, I did walk around in shock for probably 2 years. Didn't want anything to do with anything or anybody except our dog. I think reality finally set in last winter when I had a complete melt down. 3 days laying in bed crying. Packed up my stuff and moved back in with my parents!! They have a big house (I grew up here) and have the basement. We get along well and I have someone to talk to if I want. I miss Al so much it still does eat at me every day, but I have learned to go out and do things now. Signs?? I could write a book! That is why I no longer fear death because I know I will see him again! As with you, he was the love of my life. How are you doing? Are you getting any sign?
DiAnne
I'm glad I could help you! Please don't hesitate to drop me a line if you ever need to talk
I really need emotional support right now...Its been over 2 years, but I just cannot let go.