Make it stop
September 26, 2009 1:33am
I went out last night for a meal with some friends of mine, I have known them forever and can talk, well I ended up crying in the pub, god almighty …
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petalp 
6:08pm, October 17, 2009
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About Me
petalp
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About Me
happily married, just diagnosed with stress and depression/anxiety, dont really know why? Looking for friends/people to talk to. Am six months on from joining and feeling much better some of that is due to DS!! Thought I had conquered my depression/anxiety with meds and counselling but its back, I hate it and dont want to live with this, looking for friends
happily married, just diagnosed with stress and depression/anxiety, dont really know why? Looking for friends/people to talk to. Am six months on from joining and feeling much better some of that is due to DS!! Thought I had conquered my depression/anxiety with meds and counselling but its back, I hate it and dont want to live with this, looking for friends
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Interests
love days out with my kids, seeing friends, reading cinema, the gym
love days out with my kids, seeing friends, reading cinema, the gym
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When will I feel better?
September 21, 2009 7:51am
I am trying really hard to overcome these feelings but thry just wont go away, I have a sick feeling in the pit of my stomach and it just will not …
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Still feeling like shit
September 16, 2009 5:12pm
Still feeling really crap, no one cares or at least thats how I feel. If it wasnt for my kids I would run away and escape my life, cant do that to my …
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Feeling Crap
September 5, 2009 5:55pm
Havnt been on daily strength for ages and havnt wrote in this journal, am feeling really low and crap perhaps not as bad as i did last year but from …
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I have appreciated your friendship so much. Please realize that sometimes you have to adopt a new family when your own is the pits. We here are family. Love you, Patty
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i was ok yest hun but today i feel bloody awful again - low teary etc stomachs bloated its just all too much again today - i did fab yest went out ont the bikes with my daughter n sorted the shed out went to see mum
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It was my birthday yesterday (the 9th) and I felt like I had a wonderful day, then I get home and I start having just a twinge of the anxiety come back. It is all focused on what my purpose in life is. I almost feel like I missed out on the things my kids are doing right now, the carefree time of making your life.......but I had a full life up until now. I wouldn't change it for the world. I was a twin, a paramedic, a wife, a nurse, a mother.......I cannot look back with regret, but somehow I envy the kids and feel like my life is over. It is stupid, I think I just need to find more activities and start an exercise program. It seems everyone is saying that helps alot!.
Thanks again for listening.
Cathy
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Glad you enjoyed the rowing. We are going on holiday to the lake district. We will be there with 13 others. So 17 of us in total....OMG...My boys are looking forward to seeing their cousins. I am having to keep them both of school today as they both have a fever so if the worst comes to the worst we may leave it a day or two before we travel. At least we have that flexibility. Fingers crossed the weather will be nice.
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Hi babe not great im afraid very teary cramps in my tummy ibs related ? not sure - i just had enough things going from bad to worse somethings got to change
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Close Anxiety
just diagnosed with anxiety disorder, havn't been given any treatment yet but sure feel like i need some, having difficulty seeing the point to anything, think i have also got depression will see my gp again next week
Close Breast Cancer
i had breast cancer 6 yrs ago when i was 31 and my children were 25months and 7 months, I was on maternity leave when i was diagnosed, had 10months of treatment and am fine now, finger crossedxx but think my depression/ anxiety may be due to hormones as I was told so many times that I would go into an early menopause, think thats what might be happening now
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- Chemotherapy Working / Worked
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- Surgery Working / Worked
Open Depression
Just diagnosed with moderate/severe depression according to a depression score that I filled in at the doctors. Have been off work for 3wks, feeling really wierd cos I am not usually like this!! do feel slightly better than i did but dont feel like my old sefl again yet.
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- Celexa Too Soon to Tell
- Just started taking citalopram, not sure if it is having any effect as its too soon to tell/
- Psychotherapy Considering
- Have been reffered for Cognitive Behavioural therapy, only time will tell if it workd or not!
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
Open Infertility
Type: Hormonal DisordersTryed for a baby for 12months then went and had tests, was told I had pco, was given clomid,then clomid and pregnyl, for quite a few months then I had a course of metrodin injections was told they hadnt worked, went on holiday and came back pregnant!! Had my daughter (shes now 8) and then 9 months later got pregnant again by surprise and had my second daughter, Am very lucky!!
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- Clomid Working / Worked
- hCG (Human Chorionic Gonadotropin) Working / Worked
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