My husband and I are very discouraged, …
My husband and I are very discouraged, but we keep praying that it (getting preg.) will happen. I haven't really been …
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AmberR 
2:29pm Monday
OK its official. Im an idiot. I told myself I wasnt going to test until July like Im supposed to. Well I had one HPT in the house and it was calling to me this morning. Freaking HPT'S!!! It of course was negative. I know it could still be early if the spotting I was having last week was implantation. UGH! Seeing just the one line sucked so bad since last time I took a test there were two. Im not even going to tell DH. I will let him hold on to the hope. I was so hoping I could bypass those damn needles!
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Ohh Im so sorry that you had to see the BFN your not an idiot I wolud have probably done the same thing you are just having hope and thats not a bad thing I dont even take HPTs anymore becuase for me I dont think the second line exists LOL Hang there Im sure good things will happen soon
daisykfy79
Aw, Amber! That sound you hear... That is my heart breaking :(. I know hpt's are like crack at the end of the month, aren't they? Keep your head up, friend. It may be early still. I will say a little prayer for you now. xoxo
jptobe
I think we need a support group for "just say no to HTPs". I would have done the same thing as you. I bought a whole bunch from Amazon thinking it would help me prepare myself for betas every month. They have become the bane of my existence the second half of every month. They mock me from under the sink in my bathroom. And the funniest part is that if I ever manage to make one turn positive I will stare at it and doubt it as much as I do with the negative ones!
Honey, I am so very sorry it didn't show you two lines. Maybe it is too early or maybe it just isn't time. I think the good of all this is is that it clearly shows you are emotionally ready to do this again: getting on the roller coaster of IF, pregnancy, etc. That does take time after all. AS always I am keeping you in my prayers.
HUGS!
suzannelin
It's coming! I feel it in the force!
twocubed
I'm so sorry! You are not alone, I promise. I have been known to stare at the darn thing for ten minutes hoping that by sheer will and hope another line will appear. This roller coaster ride is torture - and I want off! I'm sending positive thoughts your way.
JudylynS
hang in there honey!! This is such a nightmare! pray it gets better.
browngurl30
I am so sorry Amber! Hang in there!
lvnikita