mrsrobbins06's Journal

I don't know if it is because we spent so much money today (mechanic and dog surgery) or what but man Im in the dumps and super super anxious. I have an apt for my knees and at the fertility dr next week and I am thinking about putting them off. I don't know what to do. I am up in the middle of the night trying not to freak out. I am so afraid that they are going to tell me its hopeless. I don't even want to go. Im afraid they are going to tell me all my hair is going to fall out and i will be fat and in pain forever!