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November 7, 2009 8:07pm
hi my sweet supportive friends/i got realy upset when i found out nicole knew about the rape from my hubby in the bash ny head in attack.i never …
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disa
8:44am, October 1, 2009
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About Me
disa
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About Me
hi/im 36 with a wonderful n sweet n mischief n clever n smart n lovely 11 yr old daughter/i hv severe depression problems/phobias/severe childhood abuse of all kinds/i hv anxiety/hv attepted suicide several times since age 8.seems like no meds help with constant suicidal thought n impuses /i hv granmal seizures due to my step dad busting my skull at 12.a modeling scout snatched me up at 17. i was a ugly duckling nerdy /tomboy n they dressed me n i had hair to my knees n they cut it into a style n put make up on me n ive been part time model ever since.i volunteer in first responce recue n medical help team n i volunteer n our area certified diving search recue n recovery team. its rewarding but has its tragic days
hi/im 36 with a wonderful n sweet n mischief n clever n smart n lovely 11 yr old daughter/i hv severe depression problems/phobias/severe childhood abuse of all kinds/i hv anxiety/hv attepted suicide several times since age 8.seems like no meds help with constant suicidal thought n impuses /i hv granmal seizures due to my step dad busting my skull at 12.a modeling scout snatched me up at 17. i was a ugly duckling nerdy /tomboy n they dressed me n i had hair to my knees n they cut it into a style n
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been kick boxing lil over 10 yrshad to do something to get in to shape after i had my kid, irun 3miles 3xs a week n swim 1 hr everyday n taken self defence with my lil girl for a yr now
been kick boxing lil over 10 yrshad to do something to get in to shape after i had my kid, irun 3miles
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ive missed u all
October 1, 2009 7:15am
i spent 2 weeks in hospital n took long time 2 gain my strength back seizures n hospitals make me so weak......i hv missed u all so much i pray …
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life
August 16, 2009 5:46pm
life sure has a endless supply of crap to through at you.......well id exsplain but that seems to cover it just fine
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just counting n wonering if my bitchyness is uncalled 4
August 8, 2009 3:26am
ok most u know my brother went to prison n ive been raising his 5 girls age now 18mnths/5 yr old n twins 12 n 16 yr old n my own 11 yr old well now …
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hello stranger
July 16, 2009 12:41am
im not sure this will make sence, but somewhere between helpin selfnhelpin others i lost my self 4 a while n had a long time where all i was about …
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Hope u have a good day today ((((((hugs)))))) your friend sarah xxxxxx
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Have a nice day!
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u just have to tell nicole that things will be ok.. that u will keep her safe and that u are going to be ok, that hes not going to hurt u.. i cant believe u still have ur brothers 5 girls.. must be a busy house.. i think about u and nicole so much.. maybe one day u and i could chat on the phone.. catch up that way.. miss u hun.. tell nicole hey and that im thinking of her.. love you bunches!!
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Probably because some people don't care anymore. If it's not happening to them, why should they do anything about it? Then again, not all people are that bad. There's you, me, and of course Cloud. Speaking of which...heard from him at all lately? If not, someone should check up on him. Got a bad feeling about that kid.
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hey I'm glad to see you back on here and to see your still staying strong I thought about you alot since I've been gone you are truly my hero Disa yes we all have our down times but you are a amazing person thank you for always being strong I love having you as a freind
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Support Groups
Close Rape
when i was 13 i was raped n beaten into a coma by 2 men i still have flashbacks,hangups./my soon ex did this 2 me after we seperated/it hasnt been long n im not ready 2 talk about it
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressionive had trouble with deppression since 8 ,ive had trouble with suicidal acts
Treatments
Open Back Pain
when i was 7 my step-dad hit me in the back with a crowbar ive had trouble with my back ever since theh n got worse every year pluse after he busted my skull i had 13 spinal taps in 3 years timt
Treatments
- Darvon Not Working
- Heat Not Working
- Hydrocodone Somewhat Helpful
- Ibuprofen Not Working
- Morphine Not Working
Open Migraine Headaches
ive been having migraines since i was 12 n my step-dad busted my skull
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
abuse,what can i say that hasnt already been said by some one,sadly nothing,mine was child abuse.
Treatments
- Leave Not Working
- didnt help to be out of abusive home,the wefare put me in bad places
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
Open War in Iraq
i hv family in iraq n afganistan/a cuzz rose is mia in iraq/they told us to be prepared she could be p.o.w/i hate this freaking war
Open Healthy Sex
ive been serated from my husband since april n i hvnt had sex since then i was attacked now im worried that i want be able to get past it enough like the attack at twelve.i never got over that one but i leraned to realy enjoy sex/i worry that i want anymore
