kaja2008's Journal

Well after worrying that nothing's going on last week it seems like we made some progress this week. Laza is low - not that I can tell by how I feel but doc says he is and people at my work notice that he's lower so it must be true. Yaaay! He's getting ready to meet us! I also had a few odd contractions during today's NST which is interesting. I don't think I really feel them - maybe some but not all that they measured. I actually dreamt last night that I was feeling contractions - this happened a few nights this week too - and I woke up and was like "am I feeling something"? Then I would remember how they tell you to sleep in early labor and would go back to sleep and in the morning everything would be normal. So I totally wasn't sure if I wasn't dreaming this whole thing up but apparently not. The machine today picked up a few contractions so we're making progress there as well! Yaaaay!

My work is also getting more normal. I've met a few big deadlines and now all is left is some big demo for March 2 - 3 days after my due date. However, we made good progress there too so I think my psychological barrier to labor is gone. If I go into labor now they'll still manage without me - may be a bit tough but I think they'll manage since I gave them ample info and warning.

So, come on, little boy! We're ready for you!

Thank you very much my DS sisters for all your messages of comfort and support throughout this journey. I don't know what I'd do without you. And if you're still waiting for that BFP, I'm praying for you and hoping you get it very very soon. xoxo