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  • About Me

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    NotReady2BackDown

    Female, 26, Separated
    TX, USA
    Member since February 28, 2008

    • About Me

      Im 25, female from texas, im seperated from my husband and hoping to just put my back together. I'll be anyones friend...no matter who you are, or whatever you believe in. I have a open mind to things...after all who am i to judge? I love music, it gets me though the tuff times in life. If you wanna know something about me just ask.

      Im 25, female from texas, im seperated from my husband and hoping to just put my back together. I'll be anyones friend...no matter who you are, or whatever you believe in. I have a open mind to things...after all who am i to judge? I love music, it gets me though the tuff times in life. If you wanna know something about me just ask.

    • Interests

      I love to scrapbook it brings me alot of joy, takes my mind off the dark things in life. Music is the upmost greatest thing in the world, it can shine light on the darkness.

      I love to scrapbook it brings me alot of joy, takes my mind off the dark things in life. Music is the

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    • Happy Birthday Dad.

      Mood August 18, 2009 2:59pm

      Today is my dad's birthday. First one since he passed. I put flowers on the grave...still pissed off that I cant afford a headstone...I hate …

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      From fallfromgrace October 16

      Ok, so it's been like 2 years since I have been on DS, but I just wanted to say hi. Hope all is well :)

    • Moment of Peace

      From SWeden04 October 14

      hey! ((HUGS))
      just wanted to let you know i'm still alive & hanging in here! i'm going the football game this Sunday! WOO!! HOO!!
      how have you been? good i hope!

    • Miss You

      From ShannonDP October 5

      Miss U

    • Miss You

      From ShannonDP September 21

      Where U at?? Hope all is well, I was just thinking of you and missing you and wondering how are things?? I hope your mom has backed off some! Drop me a line when U can :) *hugs* sweet friend

    • Miss You

      From ShannonDP September 11

      U ok? It's been a while, so I just thought I would say hi, and wish you a wonderful weekend :) *hugs* sweet friend!

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    everyday NO soda's (days)
    35
  • Support Groups

    • Close Depression

      I think as a child growing up with my mother I was always was going through some form of depression. I married when I was 19 we had been togeather for 5yrs before we married though so it was not just some random thing. But ever since then my depression got worse, my husband has done so much to cause my depression to get worse, Im not purfect either though, alot of it has to do with how I feel about myself. On top of it all I found out yesterday my dad might have cancer..idk what to do anymore.

      Treatments

      Writing Somewhat Helpful
      I work in a journal but I stopped for many reasons. I found it to work ok, least I was able to vent out anger and such. The last one I was writting in though my husband took it from me burned it.
      Zoloft Somewhat Helpful
      Cant afford to take it no more.
      Scrapbooking Somewhat Helpful
    • Close Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome (PCOS)

      I was told I had PCOS about 5yrs ago, I was shocked to say the least. The doctor I went to would not have been mu first choice because his bedside manner was bad. I wanted to educate myself on this and he seemed not to have time for my questions. Only thing I was able to get out of him was him flat out saying "you will never have a child" So after that I firgured why go see anymore doctors about this..no point..not like ill ever be a mom, I just gave up. Maybe I can get some answers here.

    • Open Infidelity

      My husband&I been married for 5 1/2yrs been togeather for 9yrs total.Since we been married he has joined many online dating sites& contacted these women by phone. He first said his reason was they would send him porn since he was deployed in the Navy he was only able to get porn that way online,then when he came back he kept doing it saying it was because he felt like I did want him no more,I have showed this man many times how much I love him,I gave up alot for him. Idk what to do no more.

      Treatments

      Forgiveness Too Soon to Tell
      Im trying to forgive...its hard cause when i get to a soemwhat forgiving place in my heart he always does something to screw it up again.
    • Open Family Issues

      Long story short, Im 24 married that in its self is a issue. Parents divorced when I was 5 lived with my mother, living with her was pure hell.I somethimes think some woman are not ment to be mothers but she is not ment to be my mother cause she has no problem being a mother to my younger half sister, I know it sound like the typical "older sister jealous" thing but its MUCH more then that trust me.

      Treatments

      Music Somewhat Helpful
      Music for me is the best way to deal with the darkness. BOB MARLEY FTW!!!
      Writing Too Soon to Tell
      I use to keep a journal the dear o hubby didnt like me having one so he burned it, now Im going to keep one on here.
    • Open Infertility

      Im 24 married, having kids has always been something I wanted. I was told 5yrs ago that I have PCOS and may never have a child. I cant even go to the dr about it because I have no health insurance...insurance companies I try and get on turn me down...idk what to do no more about it.

    • Open Family & Friends of Cancer Patients

      Just found out today my dad has cancer, idk what to do....

      Treatments

      Scrapbooking Considering
    • Open Bereavement
      Type: Loss of a Parent

      On September 8th 2008 was when everything changed for me, my father who was my only real family, my best friend died. I was the one that found him on floor. I cant seem to get the imiage out my head...idk what to do. I keep everything bottled up inside. I hope to connect with ppl that understand what Im going through and be a friend to someone that might need one.

      Treatments

      Crying Not Working
      I cry and just make my self physicaly sick from crying too much.
      Keeping Busy Somewhat Helpful
      I try to keep busy...not think about what happend and basicly not face it, still not sure thats very healthly.
      Pets Somewhat Helpful
      I have my dog Lucy but she is with my sister atm. But I got Haley my cat, i got her not long after my dad passed...it helps having my cat. Its someone to love.
      Scrapbooking Not Working
      i use to be a huge scrapbooker...cant seem to get into it no more....tried though.
    • Open Breakups & Divorce

      together 10yrs married 6yrs. Our marriage was just a fraud thxs to him. We been seperated since Dec08, he moved onto a gf and im just kinda stuck in life I think. Idk where to go from here. Im hoping to talk to ppl from this group who understand and be supportive to others as well.

      Treatments

      Music Somewhat Helpful
      I love music, it always helps me out in my dark days.
      Reading Somewhat Helpful
      keeps my mind off things
      Support from Friends & Family Not Working
      The only real family I had was my dad and he passed on Sep08, everyone else dont understand, or there too busy with here life to talk with.
      Keeping Busy Somewhat Helpful
      It helps alot to keep busy as much as I can so im not stuck just thinking about all this crap going on.
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