New song
August 24, 2009 4:15am
"What memories can"8/14/2009
C: When time is lost, or doesn't exist the day turns to night, and back againWhat memories can …
Progress
50 %
Goal End Date is Aug 24, 09 99 days ago.
willowhawkCASSIDY 
11:25pm, September 29, 2009
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About Me
willowhawkCASSIDY
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About Me
Feel free to ask me ANYTHING at all, I will never lie to you, or anyone else. I am blunt and to the point all of the time. I figure that if there is something that needs to be said, well it needs to be said. And I expect the same from others as well. I would like to be able to find someone to spend some time with, but I guess that might be slower then I thought it would be for me here.
Feel free to ask me ANYTHING at all, I will never lie to you, or anyone else. I am blunt and to the point all of the time. I figure that if there is something that needs to be said, well it needs to be said. And I expect the same from others as well. I would like to be able to find someone to spend some time with, but I guess that might be slower then I thought it would be for me here.
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Interests
Business, music, customer relations, art, dabbling around on my portable grand, animals, and various pagan arts and lifestyles.
Business, music, customer relations, art, dabbling around on my portable grand, animals, and various
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Rough draft, but a new song
December 5, 2008 3:45am
That one can...
(C) Isn’t it just funny,
that someone can touches your deep soul
Isn’t it just amusing,
when they steal …
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Journal Entry for December 5, 2008
December 5, 2008 3:15am
CharmedTrue Joshua Davies poemYou have this charm,this certain delicate touch.The ability to reach intomy day and affect it so much.My soul is …
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My thoughts and how I feel RIGHT NOW
November 28, 2008 7:58am
So, over this past month and a half since I have been back in Portland I have came to a few self realizations that I am really not liking all that …
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My damn stupid choices
November 6, 2008 5:00am
So I moved back to OR due to some reasons that I would rather not disclose here. And I go out that night after I sleep pretty much the entire …
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Hugbook
Rainbow
lovely day 2 u.............................4rm kira
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hugs. xxx
Moment of Peace
Doing ok, a little depressed lately, but trying to stay positive. Thank you for asking, I appreciate that!
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Shout Out
Hey how are you doing? Hope all is well1
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Self-Injury
I had a VERY serious suicide attempt. (Though I am OVER IT now, thankfully) I overdosed with 8,000 mgs. of Benedryl, 3,000 of Lithium, and 1,000 of Cymbalta. I was in my apartment for 10 hours before the EMT's were notified. I then spent the next 2 weeks between cardiac ICU and normal ICU units. After that I was transfered to the psych unit for another 5 days. I remember only the last 2 days due to absorbing 4,000 mgs. of the Benedryl into my system. Which is 4 x's the lethal dose.
Treatments
- Group Therapy Not Working
- Outpatient Treatment Program Not Working
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- Red Marker Not Working
- Rubber Bands Not Working
- Squeezing Ice Not Working
- Talking Working / Worked
- Since this attempt I had I have been talking everyday (to anyone) who will listen.
- Tattoos Working / Worked
- I have three tattoo's. They are to tell my lifes story.
Close Physical & Emotional Abuse
Well, while I was growing up with my parents. My mother past away when I was 7 due to a car accident. After this my father began abandoning my sister and I and having us go to our martial arts instructors house to stay with him. Months and months later he came back. But he started to be physically abusive mainly to my sister, but towards myself as well. My sis did everything, not have the abuse land on me but sometimes it did anyways. And when she moved out, more then ever came my way.
Treatments
- Abuse Counseling Not Working
- Forgiveness Not Working
- Group Therapy Not Working
- Leave Too Soon to Tell
- I am moving to CA on July 31st.
- Music Working / Worked
- Music has changed how I think about abuse, the world, and the people in it. It has given me a way to releasae my thoughts and feeling to people without them knowing so.
- Talking Not Working
Open Healthy Relationships
I know that I really do not belong in this group but there are reason for joining. I have had my fair share of heartbreak and humiliation from the people that I have been with. I am searching to find a way to have my relationships work out how I want them to "Everlastingly".
Treatments
- Couples Counseling Not Working
- I tried to do this in the past but the distance between us grew to far.
- Patience Working / Worked
- Talking Not Working
- I had discussions with my x's but nothing seem to help.
- Writing Working / Worked
Open Healthy Sex
I have always been in longer relationships and now I have been single for over 2 years (working on myself). I am now starting to do the dating thing and I am trying to always practice safer sex. As well as healthy too.
Treatments
- Patience Working / Worked
Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
I am not sure how to live my day to day life, without stressing about OCD issues.
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