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Gina45 
6:35pm, November 15, 2009
Made it to work, through work and home again.
I cried going to work, in the toilets at work and all the way home.
Still sober.
Seeing my GP tomorrow about the depression. My husband comes home from his holiday with his new girlfriend. He is pushing me to get the divorce papers in. So I am sure tomorrow he will tell me how wonderful his holiday was and how much he wants me to get the divorce in and completed so he can move on.
I am no longer jealous of him, but I am envious that he is happy. I am envious that he moved on, found someone who makes him happy, and I am gutted that he is happier without me than he was with me.
I have cried rivers.
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time will help i hope you find a way to move on peace and hugs so glad your going to get some help with the depression you moving in the right direction
slkmom
So relieved to hear you are seeking help with the depression... allow yourself time to heal....and hang in there.
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