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Gina45 
6:35pm, November 15, 2009
Still sober but now I actually do want to drink. Don't know why, maybe the stress of work and the stress of seeing my estranged husband. He is seeing me behind his girlfriend's back. I am quite numb about it but know that he is just using me for sex when she is not around.
I have found a new way to abuse my body.
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You should get yourself well and then if you want him around it would be for the right reasons. i know you already know this but sometimes it helps when someone else says it. Are you sure your not doing this to get revenge to show you can still have him if you want him. If so your wasting your time there is alot of men out there that would love to spend time with you and treat you right . Spend your time finding one of them. I am sorry you are feeling bad i hope your day improves. Lots of wishes for peace coming your way. Sherry
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