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Tamara999 
11:43pm, October 27, 2009
I feel guilty I haven't been on here much.
October has been a busy month for me. I had to add community service to my already overwhelmed schedule as I cannot afford to pay my No Left Turn ticket.
I have been working at Good Will -- 29 hours. They need to be completed by next Monday(!!!) November 2nd.
Slept today until 3:45 ... so tired am I.
I get worn out from working -- and doctor says I am not to work. But what are you gonna do? I have to have something to live on.
I need to call the traffic court and see if my traffic school deadline can be extended. It is an actual hardship on me to try and afford the traffic school fee AND the expense of traffic school itself.
I also am having trouble getting a hold of my Binder and Binder atty.
It is these worries that cause great anxiety and keep me in bed.
I have 9 more hours left on my community service. Need to do 3 tomorrow, 3 Thursday and 3 Friday. I work both Thursday and Friday nights so hopefully it won't be too much for me. And THEN all day Saturday (Halloween!!) and all day Sunday.
This past Sunday I was 20 minutes late. Worked 20 minutes longer to make it all balance out but am fearful being late on Sunday may become more frequent.
Prolly not after my community service is over ... then I will be able to rest up.
I work Halloween (my FAVORITE holiday) from noon to 9pm. May need to find a party I can go to. Haven't heard much of anything going around but I will find something.
Doubt I will go though .... stick in the mud!!!
I will probably go to the gym instead. Which means I will probably not dress up for Halloween at work. Unless I find something really really cool (and cheap!) at the Good Will.
Money, as always, seems to be an issue.
I really need a lot of help when I try to work on money in a positive light and attract more.
Comments
It sounds like you are very busy, which is kind of a good thing. I am glad to see you are staying in shape, that will help some with stamina. I'm proud of you Tamara. keep up the good work.
Neirfane
HELLO ANGEL,
IT SOUNDS LIKE YOUR DOING BETTER THEN A YEAR AGO, I'M PROUD OF YOU TAMARA, WE ALL HAVE THIS THING WITH MONEY, IT WAS BREAD INTO US IF WE DON'T HAVE MONEY WE CAN NOT LIVE, I SAY BULL SHIT!
I'M NOT RICH KIM AND I JUST MAKE ENOUGH TO COVER OUR BILLS AND SOMETIMES IT DON'T LOOK LIKE WE WILL MAKE IT, BUT WE TRUST AND WE HAVE ALWAYS HAD A ROOF OVER OUR HEADS AND ENOUGH TO EAT, AND SOME HOW WE HAVE ENOUGH TO PAY THOSE LOANS EACH MONTH AND I'M SO GRATEFUL FOR THOSE WHO LENT US THE MONEY. I HAVE SEEN YOU A YEAR GO HAVE NOTHING AND WAS WORRIED ABOUT A JOB AND LOOK AT YOU NOW, YOU ARE DOING GREAT AND SO YOU HAVE HIT A BUMP. I KNOW EVERYTHING WILL COME OUT PERFECT FOR YOU, BECAUSE YOU HAVE LEARNT TO TRUST YOURSELF AND SPIRIT. YOU MAKE ME SING WITH JOY! JUST KEEP DOING WHAT HAVE BEEN DOING AND THAT IS LOVING LIFE.
LOVE JAY (bHARATA)
Bharata
sorry to hear that you're struggling with so much going on! halloween's my favorite too and I haven't been able to enjoy it either! Love to you xxoo
cypher