Britni's Journal

So if you are reading this journal entry, you probably read the title and are wondering, "What is with this girl?" Well, I'm just starting to wonder what this next school year will bring. It starts nexts week and I'm already stressing over it. There's this girl, Leslie Harsh, who I was friends with last year, but we kind of drifted away over the summer, but I figured we'd be friends again this school year. Well, I just found out that she is moving in with her mom, and is no longer going to attend my school. So there goes my last friend. Because the friend before her was always mean to me and would tell me how ugly I look. So now I don't know what I'm going to do. And this guy that I started to like over the summer, but then backed off because I saw on his MySpace that he was starting to talk to his ex again, well he messaged me this morning because we hadn't talked at all for like three days and he said "I miss you."' which I thought was really sweet. And I know what you're thinking, "Why don't you just be friends with this guy? Guys and girls can be friends." but I can't because he lives in another town. I mean, I'll be friends, but he won't be very helpful when I need someone to sit with at lunch.

So yeah I'm just curios about what is in store for me this school year. Last school year I got my first inschool suspention (I cried), but I also went to prom. I have this feeling inside of me that something BIG is going to happen this year.

I'll keep you posted!