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LucyEH69 
6:45am, July 22, 2008
Ever just want to vanish? I just want to vanish. I am tired and frustrated. I have large black voids of from last year and it is making me crazy. I am having flashbacks... is this PTSD from my manic episodes.... I know I didn't sleep last summer... it was a long stretch months... of no sleep... and now... no memory.. I wake up in a cold sweat and I have no idea what I just remembered if anything.
My husband says it doesn't matter and he loves me and he will always be there for me. I just want to go to bed and stay there.
