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chevelle72
Female, 51, Paradise, TN
"Happy Holly Daze to one and all!"
11:03pm, December 19, 2008
Journal Entry for December 19, 2008 Mood
Friday, December 19, 2008
Last Friday when there was no Bacardi to be had in the house I was in, I went into meltdown mode when my boyfriend told me he had a cd he knew I'd love.  He proceeded to play my late husband's favorite cd and as the first few notes came on I freaked.  Of course, he's not the most stable himself, so not only did I have my own freakout to enjoy, I had his also, as a result of mine.  Yeah, fun.  

So tonight I'm over at my former nonsignificant other's house, which we both own.  Last night during mutual meltdowns, my boyfriend really annoyed the shit out of me, and for the second time that day I wanted to hurt him bad.  I already hurt him bad mentally, and I wanted to hurt him physically.  I had to get away from him, I really really wanted to hurt him physically. 
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