I am now 30 years old . I will be divorced soon from a very bad man that fooled others into beileving he was a good man. Just happy to be out of the realtionship. We do have to boys 9 and almost 7 . The oldest is Dalton and he looks just like his Dad . The youngest is Dale he looks like me but is a boy of course. They are adopted by one of my sisters . Which in ways is very good but in other ways is really hard. I I've been through a lot of hard stuff from the start of my life. I had a horrible childhood. I am working on getting over the flashback , nightmares and pain. I am also working on a divorce which I couldn't be happier now he signed the papers. Now I am working on learing to drive , getting a job and gettng to know me. I have done so much in the last 6 months and I look forward to do more. I am finally living for me .
I am now 30 years old . I will be divorced soon from a very bad man that fooled others into beileving he was a good man. Just happy to be out of the realtionship. We do have to boys 9 and almost 7 . The oldest is Dalton and he looks just like his Dad . The youngest is Dale he looks like me but is a boy of course. They are adopted by one of my sisters . Which in ways is very good but in other ways is really hard. I I've been through a lot of hard stuff from the start of my life. I had a horrible childhood.
I like to read all kinds of books. I like to cook and I am pretty good at it. I am now learning healthier ways to cook food. I love dolphins and I wish to swim with them someday. I like horses but I haven't been able to be around them to much in my life. I love to swim and I do that as much as I can. I also like to go out on four wheelers and go mudslinging.
I like to read all kinds of books. I like to cook and I am pretty good at it. I am now learning healthier
May 18, 2009 12:15pm
Ok well most of you know that I was on tagged for awhile before I moved into the trailer. You even know I was thinking of cheating . Really I was …
May 13, 2009 11:14am
Ok I'm not sure where to start so much to update you guys on . As most of you know the trailer didn't workout but that's not …
August 29, 2008 11:44am
Well guys today is going to be the last day on here for awhile. We are moving and won't have Internet for awhile. I will miss you guys. …
another one missing in action. hope you are okay and all is well. xxoo
how are u
Hey girlie we all miss you being online with us hopefully i'll hear from you again.
You are a super great woman and deserve every happy blessing life can offer!! Sure missed ya, but knew you'd be just fine! :) You got it going on!!!! )))))))))))HUGS(((((((((((
it is hard finding out things about yourself but it is amazing how much better off you will be. I am happy for you! Hugs!
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I have had depression for awhile. I recently got the help that I needed. I am not over it but I am healing.
I am overweight and I tried of it. I am now doing something about it. I am eating right and exercising . I am also using Alli. I have not always been big . I have also been underweight. I have used my weight to try to hide from people that have hurt me.
I feel like this most of the time. I try to relax but most things don't work.
As a child I had many people molest me. One of my older brothers . My father never touched me but he got money to let men touch me and my sisters. Also to rape us. So I guess you would call it forced prostitution. When we did get out of that home we got molested in foster care. I was also raped as a teen by by my boyfriend.
I was in foster care at 5 . I was put into Foster care because of physical , emotional and sexually abuse and neglect. My parents got me back. I went back to Foster care. I was adopted at the age of 9 . I blocked out what happened to me. The memories returned after a traumatic childbirth. am also an birth mother. I hate myself.
