Hi my name is Tish and I am a 36 …
Hi my name is Tish and I am a 36 year old married to my high school sweetheart and have two beautiful little girls. I …
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denali 
9:18am, September 10, 2009
I am in a pisser of a mood this pain is driving me nuts. No pain meds took the last 2 that I had and saved them so I could watch my youngest son at a wrestling tournament. I was not going to miss it no matter what. BRAGGING HERE He took first place. I sat on the bleachers for 10 hours. I was ok as long as the meds worked but am paying for it since. I sit and cry and sit some more. The pain has the anxiety over the roof. I hate taking x but its the only way I can not go out of my mind. I know I sound like a whiny child but the pain is making me angry and irritable. I hate to wake in the morning knowing what the day will bring. More pain. So f******* sick of holier than thou docs that give no concern to the patient and how they feel. I am not a pill junkie nor have I ever been. I just want to do the things that need done. It is so mentally humiliating to have to ask everyone to do this or carry that. It makes me feel like a failure as a person as a mother and wife. I don't like to be coddled over or have to always ask for help. I had the second shot no difference in the pain I go to the chiro 4 times a week. If i could see some relief in site it would be easier but I see nothing but more pain I am so sick of living like this.
Ok Rant over for now.
Hugs to you all.
Denali
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Gentle hugs. I understand. My dr knows I have no insurance and can't afford to come in all the time but if I want my pain meds I have to find the money for the office call. So therefore, I have to stretch them out. If they had to live in our bodies for a few hours they would act differently.
justcantremember
YES, SOME DOCS ARE SO... ALOOF YOU MAY AS WELL BE TALKING TO A COMPUTER FOR ALL THE COMPASSION THEY SHOW.
I AM SO.... SORRY YOU ARE IN SUCH PAIN. AND I DEFINITELY DON'T THINK YOU ARE WHINING. PAIN IS REAL, IT IS DEBILITATING IT SUCKS THE LIFE RIGHT OUT OF YOU. I SURE HOPE YOU SEE SOME PROGRESS SOON. DEBBIE
SlipperySlope
Hey girl,
I am so sorry to hear that you are hurting so badly. I know my husband has uttered every word you wrote more than once over the years. You have a lot of people who know what you are going through and care my friend.
I wish the medical community was more empathetic with people in pain. In my book that is part of their job but unfortunately compassion is not a prerequisite to working in medicine.
Keep holding on to God. He is the only one who helps my husband get through the really bad times.
I am praying for you,
Darlene
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