Jealous
November 9, 2008 12:49am
I am so jealous I can’t even think straight on this whole baby thing. I’m going to be 25 next year and have not one damn thing to show …
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JBInsanity 
7:19pm, November 9, 2008
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About Me
JBInsanity
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About Me
I am a wonderful 23 year old(at the time of writing this) and I have been diagnosed as Bipolar 1(BP1)with Psychotic Features, General Anxiety Disorder(GAD), Post Traumatic Stress Disorder(PTSD), Agoraphobia, Sever Depression, Trichotillomania(Trich), Borderline Personality Disorder(BPD), Dissociative Identity Disorder(DID). I'm on several meds to keep me stable which I haven't reached since diagnoses. I am a self injurer, more specifically I'm a cutter. I do this to deal with life and my illnesses. I started SI when I was 13 years old and have been doing it off and on since but it has gotten worse since I lost my mother this year(02/19/2007). I started si-ing for many reasons which I'll go into later. I live at home with my father, step-mother, my sister, step-sister, niece, and my step-sister's fiance. Pretty sad right? Well your wrong I can't live on my own do to my unpredictable behavior. I am currently unemployed cause I can't keep a job for more then a year and half without my mental illnesses effecting my work. My psychiatrist and several other people have suggested that I go on disablity. I have filed as of May 2007 and I am now waiting to get approved. Things for me are difficult but I hope in the future to overcome them!
I am a wonderful 23 year old(at the time of writing this) and I have been diagnosed as Bipolar 1(BP1)with Psychotic Features, General Anxiety Disorder(GAD), Post Traumatic Stress Disorder(PTSD), Agoraphobia, Sever Depression, Trichotillomania(Trich), Borderline Personality Disorder(BPD), Dissociative Identity Disorder(DID). I'm on several meds to keep me stable which I haven't reached since diagnoses. I am a self injurer, more specifically I'm a cutter. I do this to deal with life and my illnesses.
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Interests
Learning, animals, reading, movies, family, volunteering. myspace.com/ladyreptilana
Learning, animals, reading, movies, family, volunteering. myspace.com/ladyreptilana
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Have You Ever Felt So Unwanted
September 3, 2008 10:04pm
I don’t things lately seem to make me think that no one wants me around. I don’t know if that sounds stupid but I don’t know …
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Things.....Well That's Life
August 15, 2008 11:37pm
Things aren’t great yet their not so bad either. Have you ever been in one of those limbo stages of your day? I know that sounds wierd but I …
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Realization Of My Childhood
August 9, 2008 8:12pm
I’m going to give you a look into my childhood on what actually happened. I had along talk with my step-mom and this how I came to this …
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Electric Shock
August 3, 2008 6:39pm
Well I was electricuted today while moving the refrigerator. Arm went numb and tingly and now its just throbbing pain. I got sick to my stomach and …
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Support Groups
Close Bipolar Disorder
Treatments
- Celexa Somewhat Helpful
- Dialectical Behavioral Therapy Not Working
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- Hospitalization Working / Worked
- Lamictal Not Working
- Got the rash
- Pets Working / Worked
- Risperdal Somewhat Helpful
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- Trazodone Somewhat Helpful
- Wellbutrin Not Working
Close Depression
Treatments
- Celexa Somewhat Helpful
- Effexor Working / Worked
- Hospitalization Working / Worked
- Paxil Not Working
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- Trazodone Somewhat Helpful
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- Writing Working / Worked
Open Personality Disorders
Type: Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)Treatments
- Hospitalization Working / Worked
- Talking Too Soon to Tell
Open Self-Injury
Treatments
- Group Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- Hospitalization Working / Worked
- Outpatient Treatment Program Not Working
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Rubber Bands Somewhat Helpful
- S.A.F.E. (Self-Abuse Finally Ends) Too Soon to Tell
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Not Working
- Effexor Working / Worked
- Hospitalization Working / Worked
- Paxil Not Working
- Rape Counseling Working / Worked
- Supportive Care Working / Worked
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
Open Trichotillomania (Hair Pulling)
Type: TrichotillomaniaTreatments
- Celexa Somewhat Helpful
- Hospitalization Working / Worked
Open Bereavement
Treatments
- Helping Others Working / Worked
- Keeping Busy Working / Worked
- Pets Working / Worked
- Poetry Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- It helps sometimes
Open Back Pain
Treatments
- Bedrest Working / Worked
- Cortisone (Injection) Working / Worked
- Ibuprofen Working / Worked
- Naproxen Working / Worked
- Physical Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- Ultram Somewhat Helpful
- Vioxx Working / Worked
Open Chronic Pain
Treatments
- Heat Somewhat Helpful
- Naproxen Not Working
- Neurontin Working / Worked
- Physical Therapy Somewhat Helpful
Open Mental Challenged
My sister is mentally handicapped. She basically has a mind of a 9 year old.
Treatments
- Occupational Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- Speech Therapy Somewhat Helpful
Open Degenerative Disc Disease
My step-mom suffers from this.
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
Treatments
- Abuse Counseling Considering
- Forgiveness Considering
- Music Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
Open Migraine Headaches
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