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JaimeSS 
Why is always night time, when I miss her the most???
The holidays weren't bad, I think because I had a lot people around me. Now, after the holidays, I am feeling down again.
I am still going back and forth in the grieveing process. Once I think I made headway, I feel like I'm just beginning again.
One of the most difficult things for me to do is, remember the good times I had with my mom. My memories of my mom include hospitals, watching her suffer, and my regrets. I really do try to remember the good times, but it so hard.
I just miss her and love her so much...it hurts.
The holidays weren't bad, I think because I had a lot people around me. Now, after the holidays, I am feeling down again.
I am still going back and forth in the grieveing process. Once I think I made headway, I feel like I'm just beginning again.
One of the most difficult things for me to do is, remember the good times I had with my mom. My memories of my mom include hospitals, watching her suffer, and my regrets. I really do try to remember the good times, but it so hard.
I just miss her and love her so much...it hurts.
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Sorry that you are in such pain. I can relate....although this was the second holiday season without my Dad, this year seemed much worse. I missed all the good things about my Dad this year. I tried to remember the pain he went through so that the pain of the good things missed wouldn't be so bad. Mourning....it is a tricky thing. Sorry that you are having to deal with it. Lollie
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