grampam's Journal

it has been so long since i wrote in my journal i do not quite know where to start! life is busy as usual. like most people i know we jump from one issue to the next. my dear one, is having his surgery tomorrow. carpal tunnel repair, first on his right hand, then in 4 weeks or so they will do the left  one. little grand baybee came home last weekend for friday and saturday night. did much better, behavior wise. she is trying very hard to keep her anger under control. i think she needs help in figuring out what in her young life has created such seething anger. it is always right under her surface, just waiting for the slightest slight or irritation to spring out. it is great for the hospital to teach her coping skills for when she gets angry, but why not go deeper and try to put out some of that smoldering fire?

i am limping along. very frustrated with myself. i am allowing life to overwhelm me instead of just taking stuff in stride. plus i have lost my motivation, as well as my groove, if you will. how to get it back? must not despair...life is such a wonderful gift. i refuse to just go thru the motions. gotta find my giggle again!