I will be back in 3-4 weeks all
February 10, 2009 7:51pm
surgery is tomorrow
i will not be able to be on for 3-4weeks
see you soon
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iSurvivedMyDad 
3:28pm, July 28, 2009
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About Me
iSurvivedMyDad
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About Me
I have been sexually abused since I was 5yrs old. I have tried to commit suicide 6 times and went to a mental hospital to get help. While there, a male nurse by the name of Jason drugged me and raped me in my locked room/hell. My boyfriends have all taken advantage of the fact that my step-father tried to kill me not only with a knife but also with a gun held to my head. They do not understand what perverted freaks/ F****d up @$$ h***s they are.
I have been sexually abused since I was 5yrs old. I have tried to commit suicide 6 times and went to a mental hospital to get help. While there, a male nurse by the name of Jason drugged me and raped me in my locked room/hell. My boyfriends have all taken advantage of the fact that my step-father tried to kill me not only with a knife but also with a gun held to my head. They do not understand what perverted freaks/ F****d up @$$ h***s they are.
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Interests
Dragons. The obey me and do not let me down. They care for me and do not decieve my heart. Anything Mythical. Blasting music into my ears to get over the urge to cut.
Dragons. The obey me and do not let me down. They care for me and do not decieve my heart. Anything Mythical.
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STONED
January 30, 2009 4:26pm
i am so stoned! I just hgad my first smoke of weed! It was amazing! We kileld zombies in a game and cracked up at the blood!!!!!!
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Hugbook
Little Love
A little love coming your way, cos I am sending it now. Thinking of you, hope you are ok.
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Moment of Peace
May you have some peace in your day.
Flower
Hope you're okay!
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Hug
A BIGG HUGG for you cos we all need them. Thinking of you and hoping you are ok.
Hug
A little love goes a long way... I hope you are ok
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Sexual Abuse
i am now 15 and ever since i was 5 my dad and boyfriends( mainly my dad ) have raped, beaten, tortured, and sexually hurt me and i can't get away from the horrible torment of my past. please help me.
Treatments
- Art Somewhat Helpful
- i love to draw dragons, i get caught in their beauty
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- i listen to music but sometimes it feels like i only hear screams of pain
- \"The Courage To Heal\" Considering
- How can I heal this?
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
F**K LIFE
Treatments
- Art Somewhat Helpful
- Dragons
- Music Not Working
- Blasting music into my ears to forget...
- Rape Counseling Not Working
- TALK TALK TALK, as if they care
Open Pet Bereavement
MY doggie, Robbie, died when i was in fosteer care because the vet said, "she had nothing wrong except for a broken heart" when i heard that she died, i cried for months, i never even got to say good bye. i had her ever since i was one. she was a v-day puppy and almost exactly 1year younger than me. WHY DID I TELL??? SHE WOULD STILL BE ALIVE IF I DIDN'T!!!!!
Open Self-Injury
I love to cut, it is better than anything I have ever done.
Treatments
- Group Therapy Not Working
- Red Marker Not Working
- No pain/tingling
- Rubber Bands Not Working
- do not have blood :)
- Talking Not Working
- HAH, in their dreams
