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bloodyandtornkittie 
3:24pm, October 9, 2009
i'm listening to nine inch nails "hurt" and usually i have someone to talk to but i dont think they want to be bothered. they have kids and so much going on in their lives, why should i reach out to them even tho i try to be there for them.
all i see is blood. all i want is pain. i have so many razors to choice from.
its ben 6 months but i cant do this. i have no one, i dont want to go back to ECMC..but these thoughts are getting to me bad with everything going on in my life right now.
FUCK,. i want to die but i'm too scared. i wasnt meant to be here.
to be alive.
maybe i'll just cut..who cares fuck it all.
all i see is blood. all i want is pain. i have so many razors to choice from.
its ben 6 months but i cant do this. i have no one, i dont want to go back to ECMC..but these thoughts are getting to me bad with everything going on in my life right now.
FUCK,. i want to die but i'm too scared. i wasnt meant to be here.
to be alive.
maybe i'll just cut..who cares fuck it all.
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