Im in a funny mood
Summer always makes me feel better about myself
At least at the start, then i just get used to it and go bac to normal :P
Sunny here xD
Been to beach twice now, hopefully more to come
Iv made some amazing friends over the last year
I always remeber this site when i think of summer.
I think its because i had some amazing convos on here last summer
Most of the people i talked 2 hav left now
I left this site for a while at end of October after a nasty Halloween
I like to think that iv grown up a lot since then
Not sure why im writing this
Hmm
But anyway my friends
I met them in November a month after Halloween
Feel so stupid for writing this
Oh well
Anyway, they were just amazing and they didnt care about all my faults like everybody else
Met them at a party
Wich was strange for me to even be at a party as im such a loner lol
But anyway they were awesome and from then on iv had the time of my life
I finally fit in
People who fit in all their lives can never know what it feels to finally be accepted
I thank them with all my heart
I can never have the guts to tell them all this face to face so im writing it on here so i know iv said it and its out in the open. Its got to be said
Im a bit strange
Becase of them i have dreams now
Something to look forward to
I dont think i can do any of them justice by typing words
I dont think words can do them justice
As i sed im in a funny mood lol
Not forgetting the guys on here
Your all awesome
Because of you im still alive
Sounds melodramatic
But i really think its true
Give yourselfs a pat on the back
*Back patting smiley
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Awesome my friend. The Summer tends to bring out the best in me as well.
I'm glad you've been able to make some good friendships. If you need to talk or someone to listen you know where I am. Alright mister?
Take care
X
Jason
inkjett
Jason you need to pat yourself on the back very much xD
Bobdrick
It's my pleasure. You are such a kind soul and you love music. I find that when I play guitar it helps calm my mind and ignites a creative side. I'm just guessing and I may be wrong but I think you're still trying to find yourself. You're still young so that comment you made in your journal above. Something along the lines of "I'm a bit strange" I don't know you personally but you seem so genuine and you're just waiting to come out of your shell once you feel comfortable.
You're gonna break some hearts if that already hasn't begun yet, I'm certain it will in the future.
Take care my good friend.
((X))
Jason
inkjett
I just pat myself on the back if that's okay with you. lol I didn't TOO much to save your soul but I'd like to tell myself that I did something. ( I really did nothing at all but I'm glad that you're getting some friends.)
Anyways, YEAH. Summer is amazing. I am 50 million times happier in the summer. I don't belong in society with the all the..."humans." lol
Hope you're still playing your gitbox. Music cures depression in a very subtle way.
JULIAN666
I do better in summer too!
ChrissyisCURSED