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cancerfree50 
10:45pm, September 30, 2008
I have had this hanging over my head since last year when I got the diagnosis of breast cancer. This past year has been a rollercoaster of emotions and decisions. I have not been myself since. Sometimes I think that is a good thing. I truely believe breast cancer saved my life. I was doing things I should not have been doing. Living for myself and not my family and certainly not for my LORD. I have turned my life around, knowing you could die will do that ya know.....I was on a road of self destruction, self loathing, and in retrospect I think I may have had a death wish, because i never really felt worthy of the life I had, or could have. Anyways I am grateful to GOD for allowing me to have cancer. It changed my life for the better........
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That is a powerful statement. I hope some day I too can say that. Hope the next year is so good you won't know what hit you. Love and hugs Cathy
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