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viking63 
5:12am, February 15, 2009
I work out of town every day and commute. it is about 45 min of driving and is really good to get some time while on the road to unwind from a busy day.
I started to drink about 2 years ago when this thing started. Now it is a daily thing that I have told myself i will drink so I wont have to deal with the problems any more. Been killing a gallon of rum a week pretty much by myself. I just don't want to go to bed and wish anymore.
People at work are aware of wife, and understanding. talking. being my wing man when I am at a party with coworkers, but... would give it all up for my wife back.
I don't think it is a problem... wife says it will destroy my stomach... but... it isn't....
well another day, week, month... year... when will it end....
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life sucks .....
viking63
And how is drinking working for you?? I sorry to tell you.... there are much better solutions then turning to booze.been there.. went thrrough years of drinking and quit and then drugs then quit..Finally accepting my slef and moving on with life chemical free.is far better...But you are a grown man and you will live your life as you see fit..
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