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viking63
5:12am, February 15, 2009
yesterday was a good lazy saturday. I can honestly say I did nothing. Played with the dog, lunch, nap, watched tv, nap, dinner, held wifes had on and off all day. kissed her every time I got up. complimented her on dinner. it was really good. listened to the rain. went to bed. touched her and she rolled over and went to sleep. well another day of trying ....






trying to cope today. not really supported today with those i know and respect. Hard to make it through today. talked with wife about work and things we did today, shared a bottle of wine, will probably go to bed not touching again...
My mind wandered today ... all the pain of divorce in past still close, and don't want that pain... although...not sure about how to go on with this void, this emptiness. wife has apointment on mar 3. maybe dr will increase meds and make a difference.
viking63
You are trying so hard. I am sorry we can't help you more. I hope the doctor can help your wife, but I don't think there is an easy fix. This is one of the reasons marriages fall apart, which is so sad. This should be the best years of our lives. But it will get better in time.
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