sugarkay's Journal

For a long time, I haven't felt this much faith in anything, let alone myself. There are times I wanted to just curl up in a ball, and just give up, but I realized I cannot do that. How can I give up on myself, when I have a wonderful man who won't give up on me?! Would that be fair to him? He has been by my side for 5 years, and he deserves to have the best me, or at least as best as I can be, because of my health. I also have to be the best for my pug, Harley. He is so loving, and he depends on us to take care of him, and there is no way I will let him down, but not only for Jack & Harley, I will not let myself down anymore.

I may struggle off & on, and have some days where I will think, " what am I thinking, I cannot make it through." When those days come I will reach out to Jack, my friends outside of DS, and my friends in DS. With their support, I can make it. At least, I am going to give it one hell of a try.

To be honest, I am really looking forward to what the New Year will bring, and all of I have to say to that is, "Bring It On, I am Ready!!!"

The past is in the past, and it is time to look ahead to the future. Bumpy Ride and All.