celebris's Journal

I haven't journaled for a long time but I need to vent today.  I am grateful that I made it through yesterday.  I have been sober for a few weeks and it is hard for me to be around people that drink.  Its not that I want to drink with them so much as that drunk people act so stupid!!  It is hard to believe that I acted like that too.  Being around people that are drinking drives me nuts.  My boyfriend gets so loud when he drinks, he gets on his cell phone and calls every low life in his past and trys to get deals going with them.  It is making me crazy.  My mom gets so drunk that she doesn't eat, barley can talk or walk.  She starts sentences and can't finish them.  I live in an insane asylim.  But I made it through and I am hopeing that today will be a better day!  The boyfriend Im seeing now introduced me to my exhusband.  He says that I am using him as a fill in until my exhusband gets out of prision.  I don't think that I am.  It is a long story that I wont go into now but I guess that I am confused on how I am feeling.  Well I had to vent.