I Miss him
February 8, 2009 9:22am
Today, I miss him...so much. My heart hurts. I know that this will get better and I will be able to move on just fine, but this is so …
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JenDavidson
8:01am, February 9, 2009
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JenDavidson
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About Me
Well, after being back and forth with my husband for about 11 years now, I finally made the break I needed and left him.. Angry at myself for ever going back to him and having to start all over again, but at least now I have some peace. Lost all of my friends because of him. Ready to start over, or at least that's what I'm telling myself.
Well, after being back and forth with my husband for about 11 years now, I finally made the break I needed and left him.. Angry at myself for ever going back to him and having to start all over again, but at least now I have some peace. Lost all of my friends because of him. Ready to start over, or at least that's what I'm telling myself.
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I am a self-employed medical transcriptionist..work out of my house..Ready to begin this journey of finding myself!
I am a self-employed medical transcriptionist..work out of my house..Ready to begin this journey of finding
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Hey Jen, how are you doing? It's nice to meet you. I'm kinda going through what you are going through. Missin my ex and wanting to go back but we have to stay strong and take steps forward not step back into heartache. I don't know why men have that effect on us but they do and they know it. Hang in there girl!!!
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Hello Jen, thinking of you. Hope you are well.
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Hi girl! Sucks about the relapse...but that was yesterday, TODAY is "today" nothing more, nothing less. Forgive yourself and let's move on. Old habits are hard to quit and that's what he is, nothing more than an old habit that is hard to quit. Pick yourself up and start all over again where you left off girl, you can do it. Remember how much harm he has brought to your life, how much you have lost for him...he is toxic and he is a parasite feeding off of YOU. So, 4give yourself and let's move on. There is much good lying ahead for you. Love ya, and take care of yourself...I believe in you.
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It's better to be alone than to wish you were...Great quote! My mom has it hanging on her fridge. Words of wisdom:)
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Close Breakups & Divorce
I'm trying so hard to stay away from him...NEVER listen to his lies to get me back again. Learning how to be strong and believe in myself. Starting all over AGAIN...
Treatments
- Support from Friends & Family Not Working
- Everyone has given up on me. I have no one left to turn to.
- Time Not Working
- I always seem to give in and end up right back where I don't want to be.
- Support from Friends & Family Not Working
- No one believes anything I say anymore...basically lost most of my friends.
- Support Groups Working / Worked
- This website has helped me in the past, and now I am right back where I started.
Close Physical & Emotional Abuse
My daughter's father is currently serving a 16-year sentence for trying to kill me and kidnapping her. It has been almost 9 years and I still carry it with me every day. It has affected my life in so many negative ways. I never got help after - I just told myself that I needed to move on and forget. That's easier said than done because now here I am going through a divorce with another man and I feel like I will never truly be happy or content.
Open Cystic Fibrosis
My son's girlfriend, who I absolutely ADORE has cystic fibrosis. She is only 16 years old and I want to learn about this disease and help her as much as I can.
Open Insomnia
The journey life has me on right now does not allow me to sleep much. As hard as I may try to fall asleep, I am on about 2 hours a day max.
Open Fitness Goals
Type: Maintain a workout scheduleI have been working at home for the past 12 years, and have put on about 50 pounds. I need to get this extra weight off..and keep it off!
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- Weight Watchers Working / Worked
Open Diets & Weight Maintenance
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- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- Always works for me...I just need to stay motivated.
- Slim-Fast Not Working
- not so much. I was hungry.
- Weight Watchers Working / Worked
- Yes it worked, but I couldn't get myself to stay on it for more than a few weeks.
