The Ocean
I feel a lot better. I walked the point with my sister, rode my bike, and hung out with a buddy. Earlier in the …
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insomniatonite 
1:18pm, August 26, 2009
Coming out of a bad state of mind. someone who died was with me for so long last night, I begged him not to leave me, I held his hand , I squeezed his hand and begged him to take me with him. I don't want to hang around here, but he left me, right at 6:30 he left me, but then I saw a glimpse of him again after I woke up. Crazy or not, I don't care, I don't want to be here.
I do not long for anything here that I have experienced so far, except that feeling of being truly cared for. I am tired, I am ready to quit. I cannot see any light at the end of this long fucking tunnel. I just want to go be with him again, forever like we were this morning before I woke up. Nobody else, just him and I, in a sweet feild with a small stream, never interrupted again.
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