Journal Entry for November 24, 2009
November 24, 2009 2:59pm
I am working on it.
Progress
5 %
Current Weight (Lbs)
168
insomniatonite
1:18pm, August 26, 2009
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About Me
insomniatonite
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About Me
Only child, grew up in the Bible Belt, getting used to that now. Love thrillers, older ones especially. I am going through a divorce, this is my second one, so the odds are really against me. I have a little girl, (not so little anymore). I am fairly generous towards others, I plan to take care of my parents when they need it. I am fairly blessed, live in a decent neighborhood, my daughter has many friends.
Only child, grew up in the Bible Belt, getting used to that now. Love thrillers, older ones especially. I am going through a divorce, this is my second one, so the odds are really against me. I have a little girl, (not so little anymore). I am fairly generous towards others, I plan to take care of my parents when they need it. I am fairly blessed, live in a decent neighborhood, my daughter has many friends.
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Interests
I like to crochet, garden, and watch scary movies in the dark. I enjoy helping others. I LOVE to sleep, but don't get much of that, cause I worry about what I could be getting done instead of sleeping, like if I sleep to much I might miss something.
I like to crochet, garden, and watch scary movies in the dark. I enjoy helping others. I LOVE to sleep,
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Journal
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Journal Entry for November 23, 2009
November 23, 2009 4:50pm
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Journal Entry for November 13, 2009
November 13, 2009 9:25am
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Journal Entry for November 4, 2009
November 4, 2009 9:31am
Coming out of a bad state of mind. someone who died was with me for so long last night, I begged him not to leave me, I held his hand , I …
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Hugbook
Hug
wanted give a hug
Funny Face
Me too!!! LOL!
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Hug
Thanks! I think it's a pretty cute picture too! I am happy, life is good. BF and my 21 year old son, will meet for the first time tomorrow. I'm nervous but excited. I've got Christmas music going and working on getting the house ready for the long weekend!
Kiss
Keep looking on the bright side! Take care!
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Hug
My life is really good right now and it's time to focus on that. For now, I'll still be checking in, but it will be less and less.
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Photos
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI have been depressed off and on, mostly on since 11 years old. Today I am depressed because I worked so hard to put myself through college while raising my daughter as single mom after divorcing abusive husband and graduated with BS in Psycholgy with honors. Still can't get a job. UPDATE I have a wonderful job now
Treatments
- Prozac Somewhat Helpful
- It was more helpful the first time I took it about 8 years ago. The psych has doubled my dosage, which was doing okay until I got laid off from my last job
Close Bipolar Disorder
Treatments
Open Female Sexual Issues
bored with sex period, see to much sexual abuse of children
Open Breakups & Divorce
Recently took out restraining order, but willing to drop it if he will sign seperation papers, going through alot of mixed emotions
Open Diets & Weight Maintenance
I am overweight, need to lose 50 pounds, well minus the 15 I have lost so far
Treatments
- Counting Calories Not Working
- I hate it
- Eat Less Somewhat Helpful
- trouble controlling myself at times esp when my sugar drops suddenly
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- has worked well in the past, just need more motivation at times. I used to be very motivated when I was younger, but now, the motivation comes and goes
- Acai Too Soon to Tell
- I think it is causing me to have gas
Open Anger Management
there is someone at work that really gets under my skin, I am so angry I am bursting at the seems
Open Stress Management
co workers that are jealous and shitty
Treatments
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- works pretty good but may need to increase the dosage
