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  fieldofdaisies (11/14/09)

  oh ex..haha, i read it wrong thought it was LA..anyway, now i get it, oooh really, it's like that there..i want to live here..here it is so square and i feel like people here are very judgemental and if you don't fit into the round hole then your fkd...it's hard to be accepted around here if you go to the beat of your own drummer....i should live there! i think i'd like it...oh, that's cool your dad is getting better , yah i hear u about the inappropriate touching...but sounds like he's changing..and that's a good thing....my dad tried to in appropiratly touch me when i was im my early 20-'s, and he was very drunk,,but because of my age..i set him straight real quick and pushed him the fk off of me..lol, but anyway,,,,,it's good i wans't younger, thank god....hmmm....you think any getting better is inj the cards for your mom? or is she just stuck where she's at..? who knows right....we can never say never...anyway, big hugs for you diva,,,,it's saturday night and i'm bored as crap here...nothing to do...no car...and no cable..so i'm in for a long night..anyway, i guess i'll just hang out on ds..which is a saving grace for me...:) big huge hugs for you and peace for u sister, love, maggie
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  fieldofdaisies (11/13/09)

  hey diva...wow, that is funny about where you go to see your pdoc..lol, i have a friend whose always in trouble with the law, he'd get a kick out of it....he is the sweetest guy with the biggest heart...but he has some drug addictions..and that is what keeps him tied up with the law..i just want to be there for him, cuz he needs someone who beleives in him, and i do..and i want to see him get away from the life he's leading..and have some hope..i know he can do it..he has so much to offer, he's intelligent , and has a big huge heart and he's very funny too..and also, he goes to the beat of his own drummer..he's a kindred spirit, and kindred spirit's are what i try to surround myself with these days...tired of gettting fkd over by some of the "normies", even in my own family...anyway, yah, i will tell her about keeping a diary, that's a good idea..i just worry about her, because i do think she has an addictive personality...my dad is an alcoholic so there is some addictive stuff in my family..and i always use to self-medicate with alcohol until i just recently got on the right meds..
  
  anyway sister..sounds like your gona have fun on the 30th..and hopefully pain free....i wish you a peaceful and relaxing evening...your in califronia? yah, my little sister lives in the desert..not sure of the town yet, she just moved erhe, but she use to live in Laguna beach..anyway, wish i had some money i'd fly out and see her, and you and i could maybe meeet!!! anyway, maybe one day...big huge hugs for you diva....xoxo, maggie
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  segulley (11/12/09)

  Thanks for the hug. You can't believe the size of the trigger points in my lower legs!!! They are like small rocks!! I use a percussion massager to do the trigger point massage which really helps. blessings. jean
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  fieldofdaisies (11/12/09)

  hey u, thank you so much for that hug...you have some really good advice...and yah, it's one day at a time..i should learn this from past worries...that never even had to be worries if i had lived in the moment..isn't it funny we get this wisdom...it comes hard sometimes doesn't it? but come it may..and thank god it does finally come, even if it is the hard way..always the hard way for me ex...yah, a brisk walk, your right,,,,much better then a sweaty gym, huh? anyway, yah, your right about the disability....the thing is, if i appeal, and i finally get it..it is something you can stay on and if you want to get off of it you can, also, they allow you to work like 20 hours a week...and that is a good thing....i don't want to just not work at all....i think it's important for us to keep busy, if we are able to work...anyway....good luck dear ex with thinking about those shots...i really hope they can help you...my daughter got in a bad car accident in march, i'm not sure if i already told you about it...anyway, she broke her back, and is still in alot of pain...she lost so so much weight, and there's hardly anything leftf of her, she's so tiny...also, she works at a clothing store, but, it is really hard on her back, so she can't work much...i think she needs a job where she is sitting a little more....or at least not bending up and down and folding clothes all day...on her feet..also, i'm worried about her because she's still on pain meds, she takes concerta for add, and she is on ativan..i'm just worried because of the addictive side of these things...especially the pain meds and the ativan...anyway, she has been through alot in her life with me , because i was sadly unmedicated for so long , and i just don't want her to be getting addicted to the pain meds, also to mask her emotional pain instead of working through it and maybe seeing a counselor or something...anyway, please keep her in your prayres ex...and me 2, and i will also keep you in my prayres...here i am at the pdoc office, waiting to be seen..it's so cool here, the people are so so nice at this clinic and they even have computers for us to use while we are waiting! anyway, this hug must be very very long...lol, anyway dear ex...i am thinking about you and i send wishes for love and peace and all good thing's your way....xoxoxo, maggie
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  lovewins (11/12/09)

  hey thx for the advice but the imitrex never helped me out. how are u feeling?
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  lovewins (11/11/09)

  hey have a great day and feel better. i am here if u need me. hey you are not an exdiva you are diva. stay strong
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  fieldofdaisies (11/11/09)

  some sunshine for you...:):) yah, i hear ya ex...as long as we're sane..that is what it comes down too, i haven't exercised in so very long, i think i'm gona get a gym membership and start working it;) i know, your right, exercise helps so so much, some years back when i was not on meds, i rememeber starting to exercise and i felt so good...anyway , boy you travel alot..and geeeZ, i forget how many books you wrote..but wow! what are the books about? yah, i have a really good pdoc thank god, he knows his stuff...the stuff they have me on now, which is 1500mg lithium daily, 15mg zyprexa daily, and 40mg celexa daily, is really really helping alot, i think it just started to kick in,,,and i feel so much better...i really do....anyway, yes i applied for disability , but got turned down, so i'm gona appeal it...and yah, getting evicted sux so bad, right now i'm on unemployment..and i have no car because i had to junk it, so i'd like to go up the street and apply for a job, but i'm afraid that just when i'm working,,able to walk to work, i will get kicked out of here and then have to move to another town and then have no money coming in again, so i feel like i'm between a rock and a hard place...don't quite know what to do, but i want to work because i'm going totally crazy right now..i need to work, part time would be perfect for me...anyway, big huge hugs your way sister...hope you have fun at the gym..and i'm so glad you met someone..1!!!:):))) peace, maggie
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  fieldofdaisies (11/06/09)

  omg..diva...only us huh? only us!!! i'm a rapid cycler too, so i can sooooooo relate to that story, lol!!!! good thing we have sense of humors girl, geeeez,where would we be without our sense of humors, really, i fear where i'd be......the happy hunting ground..lol, if i was a dog...or somewhere else since i'm a person. hmmm, what's going on with me...well, i am in the process of getting evicted from my apartment, due to having a little get together this summer outside of my apartment, people called the landlord's said we were tooo loud, and then another time the ambulance came here becdause my daughter called on me so i could go to the psych ward to get my meds adjusted..and i yelled out an obscenity to her as they put me in the ambulance...(f u, ) and i know i shouldn't have, but i was really manic, and she did a good thing by calling...anyway, i did stay int he hosopital for 10 days and they adjusted my meds...i feeel much better now..thank god...also, my car engine seized up...so, anyway, here i am, unemployed, no car, and getting kicked out of my place..funsville....but thank god my meds are good, it's keeping me in a good place, for today anyway....i hope....hey diva, what do you do for work, it might say it in your profile, but anyway...you travel alot, do you like that? ...anyway girl, i hope your doing better than me..i'm psyched you have a good man now, i hope everything goes real good for u:) , you deserve to have someone good in your life.....a companion and friend, i miss that so much...it's been like 17 years since i've had that...i did meet a real nice friend this summer.....he was my friend, my dear friend, but i did care for him more..but he didn't and also he was alot younger then me...but i'm glad i got to spend time with him this summer..we had alot of fun, and he is away right now living in another area and i do miss him alot, anyway,,,,,,thats about it, big huge hug for my sister,....;oh yah, keep me in your prayres dive would u? ty,,,peace sister, love, magggie
  
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  fieldofdaisies (10/28/09)

  thnking of u exdiva, just wanted to come by and send you a big hug....this illness is a battle, but you know what, we are going to win it,i have to beleive that. i hope you are having a day full of love and peace and hope, love, maggie
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  lisamw36 (10/08/09)

  I hope your trip to Houston went good.

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