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Future7 
6:55pm, February 19, 2009
busy busy busy. not enough hours in the day. my therapist says i am not supposed to stress myself out by piling too many activities in a day, but i am not exactly sure how i am supposed to do that. i have a little baby, i work full-time, i go to therapy every week and i am going to be starting my education courses up again next week. perhaps i should let the baby sit in dirty diapers, or just not show up for work? hmm....
i was doing really good with my journaling for therapy, but i have been getting bored with it and haven't written much this week. oops. i suppose that isn't good but it is SO HARD to stay on track with getting "better." it is familiar and easy for me to respond to stress the way i always have...
my asshole parents sent me some ridiculous response letter back. apparently saying the words "andrea we are sorry we hurt your feelings" is just asking WAY TOO MUCH. wtf. honestly, how am i supposed to be improving.
